London's Calling : Ed Sheeran Fanfiction [Wattys 2015]

Chapter 15: I've Never...

Ed's POV:

The walk home was silent for both of us. Our hands clenched each other's tightly.

We walked into the lobby of my apartment and up the flight of stairs.

As I opened the door and let her walk in, she mumbled, "Ed I just..."

I closed my door and immediately pulled he back and pushed her up against the wall.

"It's my turn love." I whispered into her ear. I pulled her hands behind her back and told her to hold them tight. She grinned a bit and held on.

Our lips met and she was kissing back with all of her force. She began to pull at my bottom lip and I quickly moved down to her jaw, the to her neck. "That's not fair Ed." she let out between breaths.

My head in the crook of her neck, she struggled to stay still and follow what I had said.

I sucked on her collar bone and bit then placed my hands around her waist.

"I want you Leylah." I could feel my voice trembling a bit.

"Well then let's go somewhere more comfortable."

She was not protesting or holding back. My intentions were never to take advantage of her, and I never expected that she would ever allow this to happen.

She jumped up with her legs around my waist and arms around my neck. Her hair fell around our faces as we brought our lips together again.

Her rhythm was smooth and settling. I walked down the hall to my bed and gently laid her down.

My hands worked down to her waist again and began to slide her shirt up and off over her arms and head.

She reached up to my face and pulled me in. Both of our breaths were becoming rushed and excited. Her to tounge made its way on top of mine and she lifted herself up to me a bit. Best of all, she knew how I was with my hair. It was my weakness and she took full advantage of that. Her fingers moved past their normal place on my cheeks and onto the back of my neck.

I pressed my body against hers and her fingers made their way from my neck to the back of my head, pulling at my hair, letting a little moan escape my mouth. "How do you do this?"

"I'd like to think that I know you a bit by now Ed."

"It's extremely difficult to focus, when you do that though." I whimpered.

Her American accent was deep now and she looked up at me with those huge blue eyes that drove me absolutely mad. "Oh I know." the smallest smirk on her face.

She continued to work through my hair as I moved down her body. I slowed a bit to closely examine every scar, large or small, that I could see or feel. She tensed up as I traced a few of them with my fingers.

"Leylah, your body drives me crazy, scars or no scars." I kissed some of them lightly and came back to her face. "Are you sure? Because I understand if you just need time to feel more comfortable."

She slid her hands onto my back and looked me straight in the eyes. "I've never felt more comfortable with anyone Ed." her eyes were burning me now. "I just need you to know, I've never..."

I think I startled her by moving close to her face, "then this needs to be special. You deserve it." I gave her temple a kiss. She nodded.

I reached down and pulled off my shoes and shorts.

"Let me." she motioned towards me. Her hands slipped up my sides and lifted off my shirt. For a moment, she stopped completely.

"What's wrong Leylah?" I asked as I moved a piece of her hair from her face.

"Nothing, I'm sorry. I was just in thought." her voice wavered a bit and she traced many of my tattoos. "They're all so beautiful Ed."

I couldn't help but lift her head with my fingers back to look at my face. "I want to look at something beautiful too." I gave her a smile.

She nodded and slipped her hands down and pulled at my boxers. I pulled them off and pulled her panties off and around her ankles.

"Take me or leave me Sheeran."

"You know what I choose." she smiled and closed the distance between us. She moaned as I pushed in her and I held the side of her body to reassure her that I wasn't going anywhere. I felt her body tense up and I made sure not to her hurt her. A knot began to fill my stomach and she let herself go. After she did so, I was a gonner.

I fell beside her and we both breathed heavily. "Ed."

"Yeah?" her voice calmed me.

She turned on her side and came close to my body. She pressed her forehead on mine, but looked straight into my eyes as her thumb wiped some of my sweat and hair away from mine. "I love you."

I think I stopped breathing.

" Are you serious?"

She nodded slowly.

"I love you most."

Her smile grew and that's all I needed to get going again.

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Well guys, sorry if this was too graphic for you, but it was bound to happen. What do you guys think? Please send me messages if you have the time so I can know how I'm doing. I'll update tomorrow! Stay beautiful X :)