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"These look so cute babe!" Tae said as he looked at the pictures from the photoshoot I did, I smiled a little and flipped through a magazine I was reading while chewing on gum. Dave came by earlier to get Yosohn and he looked fucking sexy, I wanted him back but he said he's doing what's best for me and the baby. Ever since Tricia told us that this is a miracle baby, Jayda and Tae have been on my ass about everything, I'm surprised they even let me leave the house to do a quick photoshoot.
"What's wrong?" Tae asked while rubbing my back, I shook my head and blew a bubble before popping it and chewing my gum, I leaned against the counter while looking through my magazine.
"Mommy!" I heard Yosohn yell, I stood up and walked into the living room seeing Yosohn on Dave's shoulders, I smiled at him and held my arms out. Dave handed him to me and I kissed all over his face while he giggled. I put him down and rubbed his head.
"You look handsome baby" I said to Yosohn and he smiled while running off into the kitchen. I looked at Dave and he nodded at me while rubbing his head.
"Aight ima head out, Ima come see him before I go on tour. You good? When's your appointment for the baby?" He asked and I wanted to cry but I kept it cool, I nodded and rubbed my arm while looking at him.
"Yeah I'm fine and in a few weeks. Tricia just wants to make sure everything's good" I said and he nodded then walked out of the door, I bit my hand and sighed while walking back into the kitchen, I removed my hand from my mouth and saw Yosohn sitting next to Tae eating some strawberries. I leaned against the wall and watched him.
"You had fun with Daddy?" I asked Yosohn and he nodded while stuffing a strawberry in his mouth, I smiled a little and nodded while tucking my hair behind my ear. I decided I wanted to go for a ride so I asked Tae to watch Yosohn. I walked out of the kitchen and went to the door opening it then walked out of the door. I hopped in my car and hooked my phone up to the bluetooth, I backed out of the driveway as Jukai By Jhene Aiko played through my speakers.
"Oh I, oh I, Oh I, oh I, Oh I, oh I, If anyone should try and find me, just know I'm where I wanna be I left the house all clean and tidy don't come searchin', please I've made my way down to the forest way down to the sea of trees (the sea of trees) The eagle grows, it gets enormous and then it has to bleed. All the way out, all the way out on my way out I found a way out up in a tree up in a tree. Could you believe it?" I sang along while tapping the steering wheel and driving.
"Wouldn't you believe hell is not a place hell is not a certain evil hell is other people or the lack thereof and their lack of love and their lack of love I tried, but my feet kept touchin' the ground (touch the ground) If I died, would it even make a sound in the sea of trees? (sea of trees) No need to bother lookin' for me don't come, don't come, don't come searchin' for me you don't get to die until you get it right, you said I envy the dead, yeah"
