i guess it wasn't meant to be,
i am not second,
i should always be first,
i can't stop thinking about you,
it's so heavy in my heart
i don't want to move forward,
i don't want to fall in love again
i guess this time i learnt my lesson,
on who to trust,
what love is,
and my worth
i really wanted you to be different,
and sad thing is i thought you were different
all you did was
cause damage
i literally lost my best friend because of you,
trust within others
and the worst out of all of the shit on the list
myself
how could you?
