deception (poetry)

little girl

i watch home videos of myself cause,
i love to see how happy i was,
how
fearless,
strong,
not caring,
little girl i was

i was something else,
from smiling
and giggling
to
being sad,
and the feeling of being lost

where did time go?
and
what happened to myself?

where's the little girl
i once was?

i need her,
i need her back