First love - Chanbaek

First snow (M)

Chanyeol texted Baekhyun as soon as he parked the car informing him that he was already waiting for him.

Seeing Baekhyun with the happy kid that close today made Chanyeol feel some type a way. He won't say he was jealous because after not being able to work today he decided that he doesn't have the right to be jealous, he just felt like he should only consider Baekhyun as friend but he knows nothing relevant about him, they don't even know each other's birthdays or blood type or if he is dating. He just assumed that Baekhyun was single.

He knows that Baekhyun loves games, is 23 years old from Bucheon majoring liberal arts at SNU who wants to be a journalist but now is a part time worker at Exo's coffee shop. But who is Baekhyun really?

"Hi hyung." Baekhyun opened the door smiling and being loud like he usually does "I'm sorry, I came running but seems like Sehun's mother had fabric to send to my mother... Ah let me put it on the back seat. It's so cold...How are you?" Baekhyun smiled looking at Chanyeol.

At first he found hard to follow Baekhyun's conversation but now he feels like he mastered it.

"I'm... Sehun is the happy tall guy at the coffee shop earlier today?" Chanyeol asked.

"Yeah, that's my Sehun." Baekhyun clapped proud of the recognition his little cousin is getting.

"You guys seem close... Are you guys..." Chanyeol tried to not be intrusive because he knows that he has no rights.

"Yeah we are very close." Baekhyun smiled.

"Yeah..." Chanyeol started the car sadly.

Baekhyun bite his lips praying that he won't be rude because Chanyeol is one of the fewer people who don't find him rude. But that man at the Exo, he said he loved Chanyeol but love has several meanings right?

"Hyung... Do you have a lover?" Baekhyun asked as fast as he could.

"Hmm? Me? Noup, I'm single for years and years." Chanyeol looked at Baekhyun for a second "And you? Isn't Your lover mad at us for pretending to be engaged?" Chanyeol laughed but he wanted to die.

"You know? My nickname is nun Baek because I never dated and honestly I don't think I'll ever date." Baekhyun sigh.

"No way. Why?" Chanyeol asked.

"I... it's embarrassing to be honest but I trust you a lot hyung so please don't judge me too loud." Laughed but wanted to cry "I don't feel anything for people I mean romantically and you know... the other way.. it's like I'm broken or something. I feel friendly things and I feel like I'm one of the best people to be friends with but romantically I'm a mess. I feel nothing."

"I don't think you are broken, you young and I understand that at your age you want to be with someone but don't rush it. Don't give yourself to someone just because everyone has done it and don't do it because everyone is doing it because I can guarantee you that if you do that and you don't enjoy it... it will be ruined forever, even if your body feel like doing it, your brain will remember how you didn't enjoy it and that's a no no." Chanyeol gave Baekhyun who was playing with a bouncy ball an advice.

Chanyeol did his research about your to keep Baekhyun's hands busy after the day he brought food to his office so he bought some things that the internet suggested even though Baekhyun said he doesn't have adhd, Chanyeol believes him because he didn't study medicine or psychology. He bought a some Velcro and attached to his dashboard, office desk and left some basically everywhere, he also bought bouncy balls for the car and office and he left some pens in the car because seemed like Baekhyun likes to play with those. Those  things are not to embarrass Baekhyun or Baekhyun he is annoying, it's just Chanyeol's way to try to help Baekhyun and show that he cares. Some people might find it annoying but Chanyeol kinda likes it.