First love - Chanbaek

Peaches

Kyungsoo opened door of his dorm room looking mad, even more than the usual mad face he has.

He found his boyfriend stretching on the floor topless.

Kyungsoo threw his backpack on his bed, that is basically a spear bed as he shares a single bed with Jongin most of the time. He gave a look to the backpack and quickly put it where it belongs.

"What happened?" The man on the floor asked.

This is not about the Baekhyun situation as he moved out a week ago and Sehun 2 days ago.

"Nothing." Kyungsoo said throwing himself on the bed after changing into his sleepers.

"It's something for sure." Jongin got up and placed himself on top of his boyfriend "what happened Soo?"

What concerns him the most is the fact that his boyfriend is upset about something and not looking for something to cook to express what he was feeling and to help people understand what is going on. For Kyungsoo food is his way to communicate as he is not the best using word or expressing his feelings in general.

"Do you want to cook something for me?" Jongin asked "We can cook something together."

"Why? I'm not even good at it." Kyungsoo said holding back his tears.

"What? You?" His boyfriend asked shocked "You literally make the best food ever what are you talking about?"

Jongin got off from his boyfriend and took Kyungsoo's phone. After some tapping and scrolling he found what could be the reason if the long face.

"Baby." Jongin kissed his boyfriend's cheek and he could see some tears.

Honestly Kyungsoo doesn't cry, even when it's painful he holds back his tears and keeps a straight face.

If you grew up like him you would be like him most likely. He comes from a military family all the way from his great grandfather or even before that.

His older brother is way older than him so when he was 3 or 4 his brother started serving so they didn't have time to get closer to him or get to know him so he was most of the time alone.

His parents were both in the military as well so it was almost impossible to have them at home at the same time or going months straight without seeing them making hard for Kyungsoo to bond with them and to this day he doesn't think he is close to them.

He is the youngest, the shortest and some say the weakest so he had to prove them wrong by always showing how mentally strong he was as he couldn't be physically strong, not that he is weak. Wait until he throws a punch.

As he always shows that he was fine and didn't need any help his parents never worried about him even though deep down Kyungsoo wanted attention but at the same time he didn't want to bother anyone.

Saying that he didn't want to go to the military was the hardest thing he has ever done, but it had to be done. Cooking is his passion, food is the only thing that he believes that he can do. His parents tried to explain that he could be a chef in the military but Kyungsoo wanted something else so his parents had no choice but let him do what he wanted as they could see the passion in his eyes.

"17/20 is amazing Soo." Jongin said hugging his boyfriend. This is the lowest grade he has ever had.

"I worked on his recipe for almost 2 months straight and it was not perfect." Kyungsoo said with weak voice not being able to control his tears.

He is glad that he can cry in front of his boyfriend and he is actually one of the few people who actually saw him cry.

"Baby, we tried several times and I promise that it was as delicious as it could get." They have been trying and giving feedback to Soo on this specific dish.