18|Scared

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                                                                                     Julia's POV

When I woke up Olivia was starring at the ceiling with black bags under her eyes didn't she get any sleep I should have made her lay on top of me then she would have no choice but to sleep Lauren is currently sleeping in between both of us with her head buried in my chest in her hand in Olivia's bra she began to stir awake removing herself from both of us giving me the opportunity to pick Olivia up I rub her back soothingly trying to get her to go to sleep but nothing seems to be working maybe after a shower?  

We all are finally ready for the day Olivia hasn't spoken since she first woke up it's like she's a zombie "What's wrong Livie"

"N-Nothing"

"Don't lie" Rennie says coming up behind us 

"I-I'm fine"

I lift her in my arms she snuggles closer to me burying her face in my neck "Tell me what's wrong"

"I-I keep s-see h-her w-when I-I s-sleep" she whimpers out  

"Nightmares," Rennie asks

"mhm"

"Okay love you're okay you won't see her when you're with me" I whispered.

"P-promise"

"I can't promise you that, but I will try to do everything in my power to stop your nightmares. " 

I rub her back until her breathing evens out letting me know that she's now sleeping I look at Rennie who's grinning "How'd you know she didn't sleep last night" I smiled down at Livie who now has her hand in my bra.

"The bags under her eyes are darker than me."

"I love your skin love don't shame it."

"Sorry"

"Now let's go we have a meeting."

"We can't do it without her."

"Don't worry she'll be fine besides she's sleeping, let's go lay her down."

"No. I'm holding her until she wakes up again."

"That could be hours."

"So"

"Fine Let's go"

We walked into a room with a big table and many chairs all around it Rennie sat down, and I followed with Livie still on my lap she sighed in contentment snuggling even closer to me soon pack member started coming in sitting down and whispering wondering who I am Ren cleared her throat causing all of them to be quiet.

"Welcome I would like to introduce you all to me and Olivia's mate."

"MATE! SINCE WHEN"

"Quiet down yes we found out we have another mate, and she is to be treated the same as me and Liv."

"Yes, My queen, Yes Alpha"

"Another thing If I find out anyone_"

She was interrupted by a whimper I looked down to see Olivia whimpering her heart began to accelerate I walked out of the room and let Rennie finish the meeting so I could calm Livie down she jumped awake screaming and crying with tears streaming down her face.

"Livie, my love beruhige dich, Baby" (calm down Babygirl)

"No, she's going to get me"!

"No one's going to get you not on my watch."

"But she said she was coming back."

"What how"

"In my dream"

"Do you mind if I take a look in your head?"

"I-It won't hurt will it."

"No"

"O-okay"

I put my hand on her head and began mumbling a spell that I was taught when I was little so I could do this in my sleep I looked in her head and panicked I backed up getting out of her head saying a protection spell so no one can get into her head unless it's me of course.

"What did you see?"

"Someone is placing these dreams in your head causing you to have nightmares so I did a protection spell so no one can enter your head only I can."

"I can sleep now." 

"You can sleep peacefully whenever I'm with you."

she buried her face in my neck placing her hand in my bra her other hand tangled in my hair as she sighed in relief Rennie came out to see a sleeping Livie, she tried taking her from me but with Livie's hand in my shirt and tangled in my hair it was impossible for her to take her she groaned and began pouting cutely I kissed her pout smiling.

"Is she okay?"

"Someone was trying to get into her head, so I put a protection spell on her, and I need to do the same to you just in case."

"Who would dare" she growled angrily I grabbed her face kissing her hard

"She's okay she has us."

"Not after what Jared did to her, she's traumatized she's been holding it all in that now she's sleep-deprived."

"We need to find out who's doing it and fast."

"It could be her parents they escaped yesterday."

"mhm, I'll look into it for now I'm going to watch some movies and cuddle with my cuddle bug."

"I just feel like it's my fault if I found her sooner, she wouldn't have been_" she stopped herself as she was about to say something.

"Wouldn't have been what."

"Nothing"

"Please tell me"

"I promised her I wouldn't tell anyone"

"I'm not just anyone I'm her mate I'm you're mate" She sighed looking at Livie and then back to me

"You're right. She was raped."

"WHAT"

"calmati amore mio" (Calm down my love)

"Who did it"

"Jared, we haven't told anyone she was too scared to be touched that's why no one knows the only reason I know is that she woke up screaming and crying."

After our talk I did another protection spell on Rennie I'll do another one on the kids later when I meet them. Once I finished Rennie walked to her office to get some work done while I walked into our room to take care of my queen the kids are with some woman named Cece like I know who the fuck that is, Rennie told me there with them so as long as their safe that's all that matters.

I'm now sitting on the bed watching fast and Furious well it's watching me I'm just sitting here thinking if Rennie and Livie will accept that I'm intersex and if they don't I can't lose them I will fight for them because I refuse to lose them I will fight for them until my last breath I mean I remember getting teased constantly about it until I went to high school and a lot of girls wanted to get into my pants but the only thing I wanted was my mate well mates I sighed closing my eyes letting myself fall asleep to a much-needed nap

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