I push Justin away from me and shake my head as the tears roll down my cheeks. "Not anymore Justin, we can't continue doing this. We keep doing this, kissing and the making up, and then again and again, I just can't continue doing the same thing. I think this is the reason to why I lost my memory, to finally begin a new start. The past is the past and if I do remember it then I will but now, I don't want this." I let out a sob and quickly get inside my car.
I love Justin but I can't keep doing this, going back and forth with him, not getting anything out of this. It repeating itself and I can't let it repeat itself anymore, it only hurts me and him. I want to move on with my life, I want to search my grandma, I want to get a job, I want to settle with my life, I can't keep doing this teenage drama anymore. He has just turned twenty one and I'm about to turn twenty one as well, we are no kids anymore and this is not the kind of things I should be worrying about.
He stands at his spot, not taking his eyes off of the place I was standing at before, and I drive away from his house, him. As I drive I call Alfredo and put it on speaker, not wanting that another car accident will take place. He answers after the second ring and I wipe under my eyes, my sobs finally stop.
"Hey, Alfredo," I talk, hearing my hoarse voice and immediately grimace at the sound. This crying is going to stop, I can't continue crying all the time. I used to be a different person and I liked that person better than this one.
"Angie, God, where are you?! Are you okay?" He snaps as I hear him heavily pant for air. Odd.
"I'm fine, are you okay? You sound like you have just ran a marathon!" I chuckle and take a turn. All I need right now is to speak with someone but not about Justin, I need to get him out of my head forever.
"Yeah, I actually sort of had ran a marathon." He laughs and I smile, good I need a distraction. "Well, feel free to tell me all about it." I giggle but keep myself focused on the road.
"After you disappeared I accidentally ran into someone so let's just say, she wasn't the sweetest girl of all." He says and I burst into loud laughter.
"She? You ran from a girl?!" I laugh and slow down the car as I see a yellow light which signals me to slow down.
"Well yeah! She hit me pretty hard so I ran from her but now I'm safe from any danger." He says and I chuckle.
"I'm glad you are and you should know you are invited to a party that I'm hosting, which includes a lot of comedy movies and fast food." I alert him as I finally reach to my house and notice my dad's car is not here, meaning he is not here as well.
"Oh, that sounds really nice, I'm on my way." We hang up and I take my keys and phone as I come out of the car, locking it.
I run my index finger under my eye to later see it painted black. I should consider buying another mascara and eyeliner. I unlock the entrance of my house and my eyes widen when I see the last person I would imagine seeing here at the moment.
"What are you doing here?" I gasp as I close the door with my foot.
"Is that a way to greet your best friend? Well, I'm going back to Mississippi." She grabs her purse from the island and heads to the door but I immediately enfold her into a bone crushing hug.
"I have missed you so much." I mutter to her shiny brown hair and she giggles. I pull away from the hug and she widely smiles at me. "That's how you greet your best friend!" She winks at me and I roll my eyes as I chuckle.
"Anyways, why do you look like a big mess?" She says as she lifts my hair with her hands and inspects my face. Well that's one way to make me feel good about myself.
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Happily Ever After.. No (SQ to Not A Regular Girl)
FanfictionPeople always change, so what happens to the love?