Happily Ever After.. No (SQ to Not A Regular Girl)

Chapter 30

The amount of times I have checked the audience is too many. I have been trying to look for Angie but she's not there. I can't blame her after what happened. The media loved it though. Countless of photos of Angie and I after the fight stirred a lot of questions asking if we are back together and if the fight started because of her. During her stay here she had been followed around and I know how much she despises it when they push their cameras to her face. When it first started to happen she wouldn't come out to the streets. It scared her sometimes since they would even follow her at night. She would call me if I weren't with her and I would do anything to take her mind of it until she got home.

I wonder how she has been dealing with it, since she never got better with dealing it and especially now that her memory has been erased.

"We start in five." I nod and join my whole crew.

We go through the whole thing and the five minutes seem to fly by. The dancers are out and the music has started. I check my neck microphone and after I'm sure it's okay I go to the lift that I'm using as my entrance. I count the seconds and ten seconds later I'm up at the stage. The whole crowd starts cheering loudly and I smile widely. It's been quite the long time since I last preformed and I missed it.

I preform one, two, three songs and that's when I spot her. She is in the crowd that is full of people but to me she stands out from everybody. She is singing along the crowd and that's when I realize I had stopped singing and was standing still. I look at her and continue singing, but focus just on her, forgetting that I'm in an arena with five thousand people in it. There is only one person here and that is Angie.

She knows that I have spotted her but she's pretending she hasn't noticed and looks around but at me as she sings. I stop singing and run backstage, leaving everybody confused. I talk with the stage manager and tell him that I want to preform now the two acoustic songs that I was telling him about. He looks at me confused but tells everybody. I call Dan and I'm handed a guitar. I go back to stage and they have placed two stools for me and Dan.

"This is a new song that I had just finished writing. I hope you like it. And sorry for stopping the show like that." They finish adjusting the mic for the guitar and I ask Dan if he is set.

"Remember the songs that I sent you?" I talk to him as I cover the mic.

"Yeah." I nod at him and he starts strumming.

I search for her in the crowd and when I spot her I smile at her confused face.

"You gotta go and get angry at all of my honesty. You know I try but I don't do too well with apologies..." I sing to her and block everything that is around me but myself and her. All I want to say to her is that I'm sorry and if she can forgive me.

"Is it too late now to say sorry? 'Cause I'm missing more than just your body. Is it too late now to say sorry? Yeah, I know that I let you down is it too late to say sorry now?" I notice the smile in her face and it makes me smile.

I notice that she picks up on the song and slowly moves her head as she tries to sing along. But then the image of her and Nathan kissing pops into my head and it causes me to miss a part of the song. I shake my head, trying to shake the image of my head and change it with images of us.

The songs ends and the whole crowd cheers loudly, taking me back to the arena. I smile and Dan asks if the second song is now. I don't know if I should play it now or end the show with it. I think the crowd will prefer if I end with a much more hyped song.

"Now." I tell him and he nods.

"This next song is not mine, but I must sing it for a special one that is here. It took me two hours to find this song. I hope you like this cover."