Darker atmosphere

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•catradora fluff
•nightmares
•self doubt
•anxiety disorder
•Ed disorder (kinda)
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Summary:
Adora has nightmares all the time. They're all different but equally traumatising. With her mental health worsening what happens when the people around her notice and grow more concerned of her?
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Ever since she was little she was used to having nightmares now and again and catra would always be there and lay at the bottem of her bed to comfort her, but ever since she left the horde they were getting worse and of course Catra was never there to help her.

She does have her knew friends of course but they are not as close as Catra and Adora use to be before going they're separate ways.

After everything she's been through it wouldn't be surprising to have nightmares now and again.

But having them every night?

Her nightmares got worse and worse through out the years, eventually she stopped sleeping (not that she sleeped that much after abandoning the horde).

people around her were getting concerned. But who cares about how much sleep you get? It doesn't matter right?

She'd often collapse because of exhaustion every two days or worse. The only people who knew about her barely sleeping was glimmer and bow. Her closest friends. Exept Catra but now they're enemies and nothing will change that.

After catra pulled the leaver to the portal she really started noticing how much her 'friend' had change and that she doesn't have a chance to bring her to bright moon anymore.

So she dropped that thought and started thinking about her 'knew friends' and dropping everything in a daily basis to save there ass.

Being she-ra is of course an amazing thought you would think right? But when every day you'd have the fear of failing your friends, your home and yourself it doesn't sound fun does it?
She'd been feeling more and more tried every day.

Both physically and mentally.

She'd never go to anyone about it as she thought it wasn't a big deal. Her nightmares worsen for that reason.

When she lost herself, she-ra to the heart of etheria thats when everything in side her stopped.

She'd never feel that happy feeing when she'd rescue someone from danger. She always saw the world as a beautiful place but now it's just all a blurry video.

With no sleep and always using her last strength to help people her body started breaking.

She'd pass out during meetings and easy fights against horde primes clones.

Everyone started to get even more concerned about her every day.

After saving glimmer and catra from horde primes ship she still felt the same even with shera back. She'd never show it though.

She started not eating aswell as not sleeping and that's when she really started to see a difference in her weight.

She'd go and workout every night and day to get away from reality and sleep. No one dared to ask if she was okay and why she wouldn't sleep or eat without having a argument. Mostly that was glimmer, Catra and her.

They're arguments were not pretty.

"We just want to help! Your clearly not fine" glimmer shouted to Adora.

"Well 'breaking news' I'm absolutely fine and don't need help! I'm going to have to fight him sooner or later"

"Look at you, your basically falling apart! How can you say your fine!!" Catra shouts trying to get Adora to understand and let people help her, although even she knew she's always been like this even in the horde.

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