Thats Part 2 of the last Marcus Story. Again TW because of self harm and stuff like that.
I woke up at the place where I broke down last night.
He saw my all of my scars.
And now? We have school. Will he talk to me? Did he told this someone else? ....
Only thinking about this drived me crazy so that I almost forgot that I should hurry up.
I grabbed a black trouser and a white pullover. I knew it was going to be warm, but I didn't care at all. The only thing I wanted was that no one should see that what Marcus saw.
I packed my bag and put everything in what I could need. Maybe more unnecessary than everything else and got to the bus. Normally I really like bus rides, but this time it tooks like forever. More and more kids came and I started to feel uncomfortable and actually I knew nobody could see it, but I felt how my face changed into an angry look.
I was the last one who came out and before I did a step outside I changed my look again, but this time into a smile.
I felt some eyes on me and I only could guess who it is. Marcus. Then I heard some steps behind me and just hoped he is not. And he wasn't. It was Maxine and Abby.
"You wont believe what happened." Max was so so hyped, like always. When something makes her happy or something special is happening, than she shows it to everyone. And thats what I like so much about her.
I looked a bit questioned at them and we walked into the school, to my locker.
"Ginny and Hunter are a couple now. Isn't it crazy?"
Maxine looked a bit like she was in love and seemed to be very happy for them.
"Yeah it is." I laughed a bit.
Yesterday Marcus and her kissed, and now this. Wow. I only thought don't think about it again.
Don't. Do. This.
Nora and Max still talked and I opened my locker where a note was inside and a rose. I looked over my shoulder and in Marcus eyes which were expectantly and a bit nervous. I really thought about if I should put the note in my bag and did it. But without that he saw it. Then we walked past the boys where I looked a last time in his eyes and he in mine.
I don't know what that was. I always loved his eyes no matter how mad I'm at him.
Before the first lesson started I walked to the bathroom and wanted to read the note.
Y/n!
We need to talk no matter what you will say.
And I couldn't read more because at this moment Max came to look after me.
"Do you come?"
I nodded and grabbed my stuff. In the room I said next to her and a bit away from Marcus.
During the hole lessons I felt his eyes on me. Everytime I looked back he smiled a bit at me. I did not really but it's cute to see that I'm still important to him.
My phone was right next to me and on the screen I saw that Marcus wrote me some messages.
Marcus♡
I know you like my smile.
Do you read the note?
Come on!
I didn't knew if I shloud answer and in the end a I let it. I mean he can also talk to me.
School was soon over and we, Max & Abby, stood in the hallway and waited for Nora. When she was there we heard boys who are running in our direction with water ballons. Normally its not such a big deal for me, but this time it was and I should understand it a few minutes later.
So, the boys were running to us and then they through them to us and of course the exploded and the hole water was everywhere. On the wall, the floor and on our bodies. At first I through some of them back but then I saw that my white pullover got transparent. Slowly I took some steps back and tried to get out of this situation.
Marcus Pov
They through the water ballons at the girls and at first it was really funny, but I saw the look of Y/n. She looked around and went to the girls bathroom. Maxine was confused because she didn't knew why she reacted like that. But I had an idea.
My sister was about to went after her, but I grabbed her shoulder and told her: "I will go and look after her." She wanted to tell me why I shouldn't but I was already gone.
Y/n Pov
Now I stood there, infront of the mirror and looked up and down my body. At this moment I really realized what I did to my body. The scars!
In the back I saw another person. Marcus. It was strange and I didn't want that he saw me like that.
I went away from the mirror and wiped my tears away, but a hand grabbed my arm and didn't let me go.
"It's okay."
I hate it. I hate that I love his voice so much. He always brings me down.
When he turned me around he put me into a hug. I REALLY need that.
After 5 minutes or so I let go and wispered "Thank you".
It was such a silence and then I heard a louder noise behind me. He took off his pullover and held it to me.
"I know that you won't show your scars. And you need it more than me."
I was about to say no, but he didn't let me. The hole time I was under his look and after I changed my clothes we sat down on the floor.
After minutes where we just looked at us he started to talk.
"I know I did a mistake. A BIG MISTAKE. I never wanted to hurt you and I don't know why did that. But I know it hurts me to see you like that. I don't want that you hate me."
Wow. He was so soulful like he was to no one.
"I don't hate you."
He was so suprised, but I think my look told him everything. How could you hate this boy?
"Ginny means nothing to me." He said and grabbed carefully my hand.
"I know."
His hand squeezed mine tighter. The last we were like that has been so long. It felt great and the old butterlies came bag. And then there were 3 words that changed my look in a so much happier one.
"I love you y/n!"
It was the first time he said it and I did the same. We sat there for so long and just enjoyed our time. And later I read the last sentences of the note.
Yesterday I came back to talk and saw you on the floor. It broke my heart.
I wont leave you -Marcus
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