it's all or nothing

14 - wrong direction

A.N: HEY BAES

I MISSED U GUYS

SOMEONE ON INSTA MENTIONED MAKING THIS INTO A SERIES

so would we want a second book to this?

lmk lmk so far it's majority yes

ANYWAYS

I WILL PROB START A JJ STORY ONCE OBX 2 COMES OUT LMFAOOO bc i'll be hyperfixating abt him and making up scenarios SO

ANYWAYS BESIDES THE POINT

CHAPTER 14 WOOOO

i'd give u an aaron trigger warning but a lot of you said he's hot so i'm gonna go on a limb and say u don't need one anymore 😏

ALSO please don't kill me or stop reading 4 the things that will happen in this chapter and the next few...

trust the process baes 

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song recs 4 this chapter - i honestly recommend all of them and in this exact order <3 

tw: you may cry or be very SAD

light me up by ingrid michaelson - love this song it's not too sad

that way by tate mcrae - this one makes me depressed, like severly, but that might be bc i was friendzoned and lead on ANYWHO

lost without you by freya ridings - this song makes me sob 

wrong direction by hailee steinfield - god why do i do this to myself, the songs always match the feelings the characters feel so well im not okay 

(a.n: wrong direction on repeat will crush you. i warned you. okay let's get started)

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(thoughts r in bold daily reminder)

vinnie's pov: 

*rewind to after they dropped y/n off*

"vinnie, what was reggie talking about earlier?"

"it was nothing mom"

"vinnie, tell her"

"what am i telling her"

"vinnie don't play dumb. we all know. she's the only one who can't see it, and it's because you won't fucking tell her. the poor girl doesn't want to be wrong, so she's waiting for you to say something."

"mom she doesn't feel the same. i can't tell her, it'll mess everything up"

"honey, i love you but you're being an idiot. she does feel the same. she's confused, one minute you're denting our garage over her kissing a boy, then the next you're pushing her to go on a date with that same boy? cmon vinnie pick a lane"

"i am picking a lane. i'm doing what's best for her, even if it'll crush me. i can't be selfish"

"so not telling her and forcing her to go for the wrong guy is 'best' for her? are you serious? vinnie, do what you want. but mark my words, you'll regret this more than anything. you're going to crush her with this. she's in love with YOU. not aaron. god. everything will change no matter what you do, why not do the thing that'll make both of you happy, instead of heartbroken?"