it's all or nothing

46 - can't take back what you said

HEY MY LOVELIES

I MISSED U GUYS SO FRICKING MUCH

COLLEGE APPS HAVE LITERALLY KILLED ME THE LAST 2 WEEKS

AND CHEER PRACTICES AND ALL MY CLUBS ITS A LOT SNFBEOFWBE

i was on the team sophomore year and then junior year was the whole year of online school so we didn't have a season and we almost didn't have one again this year BUT SO MANY GIRLS TRIED OUT I WAS WORRIED THEY WOULDN'T TAKE ME AGAIN

BUT THEY DID WOO HOO

ANYWAYS I SHOULD BE MORE ACTIVE ON ALL SOCIALS AND MORE CONSISTENT WITH UPLOADING AFTER THIS WEEK BC I'LL BE DONE WITH THE MOST STRESSFUL PART OF COLLEGE APPS -- ALTHOUGH MY SOCIALS HAVE BEEN KINDA DEAD HAHA I THINK WE'RE ALL BUSY ASL NOW W SCHOOL

BUT EXPECT UPDATES EVERY WEEK, ALTERNATING MY BOOKS !!! :)

HHMN WILL FINALLY BE BACK IN ACTION!!! I WAS WAITING TO BE ALMOST DONE WITH THIS BOOK TO ACTUALLY FOCUS IN ON IT BC THIS BOOK REQUIRES A LOT MORE ENERGY AND I HAD LIMITED TIME BUT I'M GNA UPDATE IT NEXT WEEKEND, MAYBE THIS BOOK TOO IF I HAVE TIME, IF NOT THE WEEK AFTER

also, reminder, there is a sequel for this book!!!

the story will NOT be over at chapter 47 of this book--last chapter for this book--

you're gonna be mad at me and no one has predicted the ending but like im gonna tell u that there is a happy ending in the sequel LMFAO

im not that cruel

y/n and vinnie are endgame dw <4

ALSO

ive gotten requests to make this fic into a real book... would we want that???

if i do it, it probably wouldn't happen until after i finish the sequel, and i'm not sure if i'd do like updates every few days/ weekly OR if i'd just do the whole book all at once

lmk which you guys would prefer

and if u want me to do it-- we need name suggestions and descriptions for "y/n"

since we'll need an actual character if i adapt this into a real book

ANYWAYS

TYSM FOR 11K ON TIKTOK!!

I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH

so crazy that a few months ago i was clueless on what to write my personal statement on, and i ended up writing it abt my fanbase.

i'll tell u guys all my rejections and acceptances for schools as they come through, prob won't be for a while tho

im applying to 14-- my counselor forced me to do 2 more, it was originally 12 and she does sm for me so i'm doing it cause i feel bad blah

so far 13/14 apps = done

scholarship and wattpad grind after i figure all the application mess out

ANYWAYS

THIS WAS A LONG INTRO

LETS GET INTO IT SHALL WE

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song recs for this chapter

reflections by the neighborhood