it's all or nothing

22 - not ur friend

A.N: HEY BAES

GRAB UR TISSUES

AND UR SEATS

bc this chapter is having our major time skip 

but it will prob be very sad so uhh

don't kill me

ALSO happy 4th update is later tonight bc i was watching fireworks oopsies sorry baes

SO LETS GET INTO IT

CHAPTER 22 WOOO

ALSO 

THANK U SM FOR 2.1K WTF

AND 113K READS????

ILY GUYS

OKAY NOW MOVING ON

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song recs - underlined i highly recommend but this order slaps 

thin white lies by 5sos

we don't talk anymore by selena gomez and charlie puth

night changes by 1D 

not ur friend by jeremy zucker

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(daily reminder that thoughts are in bold)

y/n's pov:

it had been a little over a month since the last time you spoke to vinnie.

you honestly weren't even sure if you could remember the sound of his voice,

and that fucking killed you.

you and aaron were on normal terms again.

he wasn't threatening to kill off everyone who looked at you, so you figured you might as well try and make the best out of the shitty situation you were in.

you, him, and kas went back to hanging out a few times a week like you did before.

and the rest of the week you were with him.

it was almost as if nothing ever happened.

except it did.

but you and aaron were the only ones aware of that, and it felt like he moved on, while you were drowning.

drowning in the pain and loneliness.

in the grief and the sorrow.

the worry.

every negative thought or feeling in your mind rooted from one thing.

vinnie.

but you couldn't tell anyone, because the only person who knew was aaron.

and if he were to find out you're thinking about vinnie...

it probably wouldn't be too good for you.

so you suffered alone.

vinnie's pov:

she still has a little over a month to come back to her senses.