it's all or nothing

47 - victory? loss? both?

hey loves

it's been some time but this is the last chapter of PART ONE of this "series" if you will :)

fight for me is the sequel , where the story carries on

reminder that rushing me or manipulating me to update by saying ur unfollowing won't make me update any faster😭!

anyways...

LIFE UPDATE! - ITS BEEN A WHILE

i'm now a godmother!

i got into 5 of the colleges i applied to so far :,)

100K scholarship for one of the schools and that school was in my top 3 so :') #proudmoment

my other admission decisions are not yet determined BUT all my applications are submitted!!! so now i have to focus on scholarships but a huge weight feels lifted off my chest after that:)

clubs and cheer are going pretty good, ap calc is kicking my ass.

i wish i could update more BUT WE HAVE MORE DAYS OFF IN NOVEMBER SO I MAY ACC BE ABLE TO UPDATE MORE OFTEN WHICH IS SO EXCITING!

OKAY NOW THAT WE'VE ADDRESSED THAT

i cannot believe it's the last fucking chapter of book 1...

thank u for sticking through 47 dreadfully painful chapters with me.

i love u all sm.

we're almost at 1 mil reads?!?!?!?! wtf?!!?!?!?

can't wait for the sequel bc ik ur gonna hate me for this ending AHHAHA

also-- remember that third book i mentioned a while back? bad reputation? yeah i may start up on that after the sequel is over BUT i'll prob post a prologue/character intro/description soon! i'll let u guys know HAHA

LETS GET INTO IT I KNOW YALL HAVE BEEN WAITING IM SORRY BAES

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song recs for this chapter!

(a.n: probably one of my fave selections of songs out of all the chapters.)

blinding lights by the weeknd

old me by 5sos

my songs know what you did in the dark by fall out boy

arise by the siege

daywalker by corpse husband and mgk

team by lorde

war of hearts by ruelle

lovely by khalid and billie eilish

the one that got away by katy perry - pls dont hate me lol

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time skip : fight day.

y/n's pov:

your head was spinning from the moment you got up--not that you really got much sleep anyway.

the nerves were making you and everyone else practically sick to their stomachs, and you could all feel the intensity of the atmosphere thickening each passing minute.