it's all or nothing

21 - blackmail

A.N: hey baes

grab on to ur seats again

and ur tissues

cause this chapter is gonna be a sad one

very sad

sorry...

but it's all part of the process I PROMISE

there will be lots of bullshit ...

like a lot ..

BUT THE PLOT IS THICKENING MORE AND MORE

SO PREPARE URSELVES

ALSO

THANK U SO FUCKING MUCH FOR 2K HOLY SHIT

AND OVER 100K READS

WEEEWOOOO WEEEWOO "WE HIT THE JACKPOT" HEADASS LMAOAOOAOA

BUT SERIOUSLY I LOVE U GUYS

IM SO FRICKING HAPPY TO BE ABLE TO SHARE MY IDEAS WITH ALL OF U

EVERY LAST ONE OF U IS SO SPECIAL TO ME

I LOVE U

OKAY NOW THAT I'M DONE BEING SAPPY

LET'S GET INTO IT

CHAPTER 21 WOO

tw: mentions of abuse 

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song recs for this chapter- PLS if ur gonna listen listen to all of them in this order it's so good

like that by bea miller - UGH Y/N AND AARON VIBES PDJFSF

drugs and candy by all time low - SO FUCKING GOOD KBFLBDFG 

favorite crime by olivia rodrigo - 10/10 for aaron and y/n but also vinnie and y/n... both hurt

perfectly wrong by shawn mendes - y/n and aaron but y/n and vinnie once again...

insomnia by daya - pls if u think abt vinnie not being able to sleep w/o y/n this hurts a LOT

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(thoughts are in bold daily reminder)

y/n's pov:

you woke up the same way you fell asleep, wrapped in vinnie's arms.

he woke up before you and you saw him smiling at you.

"good morning, you feeling any better?"

"a little"

that was a lie.

you still felt awful,

confused and afraid.

did i make the right choice?

vinnie's pov:

"that's good, better than nothing"

"true"

i wanted to tell her what i saw last night, but it didn't seem like she wanted to talk about aaron's secrets