Even the light holds the dark

Reveling

Was I really going crazy? You know I can hear you
"Oh shut up" I spat back, annoyed because it wouldn't leave. I couldn't think clearly, because I was worried about my other self hearing whats in my mind. The ally I was in was dark, the only life form around where the rats, who's feet scurry across the ground when they run. It's only been a couple hours since the fight.
"Um? Mr. Voice in my head, why are you only showing up now?" I asked uneasily, unsure if anything will answer back.( A/N Fyi every thing that's italicized is the voice thingy) first off I'm not mr. Voice, I'm you, and I showed up because I'm sick of the way your, or technically our, brothers treat you. They don't even know what they have forced you to.... You've hurt yourself for them, and they still don't get that they caused it all. It made sense, they didn't know what they did to me, maybe this voice is what I need to stand up for my self. Just give in Michelangelo, let me take care of you.... You'll be safe, just listen to me.
"All right, I'll do it, but you have to promise me that my brothers will respect me." I answered, a bit worried I was making a mistake.
I promise...
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It's been hours since the fight, it's been hours of searching, and hours of worrying.
"Guys, what if we don't find Mik-" donnie was cut off by the hot tempered turtle next to him.
" We will find him Don, no matter what." He spoke, scared for his sibling.
"I know Raph, but what if he doesn't wasn't to be found" sadness trailed his voice as the purple clad turtle spoke.
Another hour passed before any one spoke and they were loosing hope fast. All was lost, until they made it the ally. There huddled in a corner was a scared Michelangelo, shaking and talking to him self like a crazy person. The three brother came to a slow stop, taking in what was in front of them. Their little brother, crying, talking to himself, he was just a mess.
"Mikey..."
Mikey's POV
My name was called, which tore my out of my thoughts. Remember, just like I told you..
I nodded my head, as a way confirming what I was suppose to say.
" Um, mikey, we are sorry for whatever we did, let's get home and we can sort things out there." Leo spoke, stepping out towards me offering me his and to help me up.
"No" was all I spoke, turning my head to the side, not wanting to look them in the eyes.
"No? What do you mean no. We are your brothers, and as your brother we need you home." Leo spoke again.
"Brothers are suppose to care about each other." I whispered. Now, do it now!
" I will, just give me a second" I snapped back to the voice, causing my brothers to take a step back from my tone.
"Hey mike, you okay?" Raph asked, shocked from my sudden outburst.
"No! I'm not okay at all!" Good, keep going "all you've ever done is treat me like I'm less than you, I've already yelled at you guys tonight, but I haven't told you everything." I was scared of there reaction in what I was about to do. Frighted, I un-raveled the wraps on my arms, reveling the many scars lacing my wrists. I only held up one arm, showing them what I've done. They eyes went wide, definitely filling with mixed emotions.
"Why?" Was the only thing don managed to speak out of all of them.
" Why would you do that to your self!" Raph yelled grabbing my wrist, making me yelp from the pressure.
"Raph! Don't, you may reopen them" Donnie stepped forwards, putting a cold hand on his red banded brothers shoulder.
"Fine" he said letting go of his little brothers torn up wrist "but we are going to talk about this" he spat towards the shivering freckled mutant.
We have them now...