Even the light holds the dark

The last time

When Leo and Donnie returned to the lair they noticed something odd, Mikey's door was open. Slowly they both made there way over and peered inside. The room was completely empty, but a letter on his bed caught there eye. Donnie picked up the letter and skimmed through it and started to cry. Leo walked over to him and started to weep as well when he finished. Mikey, there little brother, depressed. They couldn't believe he was going to take his own life. They stood in silence for a short second, until leo spoke up.
"We gotta find him."
"I know, but what if this is a trap." Donnie countered. Leo looked over to his purple brother.
"I don't think it is, and he is our brother, even though we did things that we regret, we can't let him do this." Leo said ever so softly. Donnie gave a nod and the two brothers were off.
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Mikey's POV
Tears blurred my vision, but yet I felt nothing. Nothing is all I've felt for a while and I can't stand it anymore. I stood tall on a gruff roof top far from the lair in case my brothers try to stop me. Don't they know they can't? Even if they somehow save me, I'll keep trying till it works. All I want is this, all I was is to be happy. I find no happiness in life, no nothing in anything anymore. So why does this matter, the world doesn't care for me, I don't care for me. I'm never going to be anything, besides a useless ninja.

I stumbled over to the edge and stood on the ledge. Putting my arms out for balance, I peered over into the dark ally below me. New York has tons of ally's, but this one is the one some one will find me dead in. Dead. I'm going to die. I'm never going to see the light of day, feel the ground under my feet, even if the ground hurts my feet sometimes it's better than not feeling at all, I'm never going to see what's left of my family again, but I am going to hopefully see Raph. The weight of time was killing me, I need to do it now. I shut my eyes and leaned forwards. I didn't jump nor did I walk off, I fell off purposely. As I fell from the heights, I felt something, I felt alive. All this time not feeling at all made me do this and it was worth it, because for the first time in a long time I felt happy again, and that's all I ever wanted. Soon my happiness was interrupted by the dirt covered asphalt below me. A weird sensation made its way through me. I wouldn't call it pain, but more like a tingling warming my body, but then that feeling went cold and I couldn't feel or move anymore. I tried to open one of my eyes, but it barely worked. Only a little sliver of vision registered and everything was fuzzy. This was death. I was dying. A small smile crept onto my face and I felt my breath shorting. Finally, I thought about something and fulfilled it.
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Leo and Donnie searched for hours for signs of there brother. Soon enough they gave up trying to stop Mikey and just find him, dead or alive. Every street, every block, nearly every where. The two jumped roof to roof to get a better view of the ground below. Soon enough they found what they where looking for.

A gruesome sight lay before them, sprawled on the ground was Mikey. His green skin had paled out a bit and I deep red pool surrounded him. There was something strange about this blood though, mutagen sparked trough it like a brilliant piece of art. Donnie looked at him. His shell had been cracked, pieces of sheep scattered everywhere, his mutagen blood splattered across the floor, but there was something else's there. Donnie went closer to the corpse to observe him and to his surprise a smile was plastered on Mikey's face. Tears welled Donnie's eyes as he went to pick up the corpse. His feet splashed in the blood underneath his feet, coating them in the sticky substance. Carefully Donnie wrapped his arms around the body. Leo stood there, not moving, still in shock of the sight in front of him. The night sky had no moon that night, but yet a light always bounced off of Michelangelo.The dark can hold the light, because even the light holds the dark.
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Alright guys, it's over. I've successfully completed a fanfiction, but this one ended rather gruesome. I'm sorry I ended up killing Mikey, but that's just how it went. And to let you guys know I am for sure making a sequel and I'll post an update when I'm done with that. I really want to thank you all for the support I've gotten through this, it has really helped. For the last time in this book, peace out.✌️