Scared. Can't breathe anymore
Helpless
Help isn't that far
I feel empty
Only scary thoughts
Why won't the feeling of doom go away?Everything is fixed now
But i still feel broken
Will it be this way forever?
The medication isn't working
Doctors say;
Higher dose
Higher dose
Higher dose
HiGhER DoSe...Zombie.
Lifeless
Nothing except medication
Looking in the mirror all i see is pills
Nobody inside my mindWelcome, enjoy your stay
Your mind is now empty
Medication runs your life
You want to stop? Try it
You'll feel worse.
Pull out your hair
Bite your nails
See? Nothing feels goodYou'll never be the same
Almost addicted
Switch back and forth,
Up and down
Never on the same med for
More than a month
Body doesn't workWhy cant i feel?
Thats all i want
Help me
YOU ARE READING
Long Live The Moment
Poetrya collection of original poetry written by me. most of my poems are about personal/ dark topics.