Hyper
Then sad
Then angry
More angry
Stop
Time stops
Why do i feel this way?
Trauma from before
I could comprehend
Turns me into a monster
Whom i don't know
Anymore
On the border
Of losing it
Losing grip
Of reality
Of myself
Of everything i love
I don't think i can do this
Push everyone away
Pull them back
No, go away
Nobody stays
Is it my fault?
Probably
Nothing helps
I'm lost
In my mind
I want to scream
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Long Live The Moment
Poetrya collection of original poetry written by me. most of my poems are about personal/ dark topics.