Long Live The Moment

ARTIST IN MY HEAD

I'm an artist in my head.
I see visions of things
that nobody else does
I cant put them on paper
Or explain with words
But i see them
It makes me mad
I want people to know what i see
The way i see them
It's been this way
Since i was little
I used to throw tantrums
When things weren't exactly
As i saw them in my mind
I learned to understand
That it was always
Going to be like this.
Lots of things
Like this happen to me
It'd take too long
To explain them all
But i can say,
It's hard to deal with.
Sometimes I just
Want to be normal.
What is normal?
For me, its
Not being the way i am
Right now.