tubbo angst.

Meet up.

This is based off of tubbos new vod!
BEEDUO MET UP IM CRYING SO WHOLESOME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm really tired and may put the TW's later, so please read with caution!

It won't be really close to the real meet up, so please keep that in mind-
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"Bye guys! Go watch MCC!" Ranboo pressed the end stream button after looking at Tubbo for permission.

Right after the stream ended, they were quiet.

Ranboo got up and so did Tubbo.

Ranboo just stared at him, Tubbo was now confused.
He picked him up and smiled at him. (His mask was off now)

Tubbo huffed as Ranboo giggled.

"I'm not short you dumba*s!"

Ranboo giggled and hugged him, still in his arms.

"STOPPP ITTT!" Tubbo yelled, trying not to be mean.

"Hey Tubbo? Wanna watch that movie?"

Tubbo nodded violently as they walked over to the TV in his office.

They picked a movie and started it.
It was a horror movie.

Ranboo was chill and was just calmly watching is as Tubbo looked over at Ranboo multiple times.
He didn't want to make Ranboo uncomfortable by hugging him, so he just sat there.

At one point, Tubbo put his hands over his eyes and almost cried.
Ranboo didn't notice, he just thought he was scared.

Then...
There came a point to where a kid was being hit, stabbed, and thrown by their parents.
It was abuse.

Tubbo watched, terrified.
He couldn't stop thinking about... it...

Tubbo had been abused when he was younger, and still is.
He also.. hurts himself..

He doesn't cut!
He just....
bangs his head on walls, scratches deeply in areas on his body when nervous, grips onto his hair while he has panic attacks, and more.

yeah.....

Ranboo noticed after a bit that Tubbo was scared.
Tubbo had the blanket over his eyes now, his hands gripping it tight as his knees were pulled up to his chest.

"Are you alright Tubbo?" Ranboo asked as he paused the movie.

"Mm... mm hmm." Tubbo said, obviously shaking.

"Your shaking Tubbo, are you cold? Are you scared maybe?" Ranboo said, teasing.

Tubbo kept his eyes closed shut and just shook his head violently.

"Wait, are you actually okay? You look genuinely terrified."

"I'm okay! Chill boss man!" Tubbo said, now opening his eyes and looking at Ranboos.

"Alright then.." he took one more concerned look at Tubbo and then pressed the start button for the movie.

After the abuse part, Tubbo felt better.
Until there was a part where the father ended up beating his son to death.

Tubbo just stared in shock as the moment happened.
He was honestly surprised that didn't happen to him.
When the man threw a wine glass at his son Tubbo made an obvious flinch.

Ranboo paused the tv once again.

"Okay, Tubbo, you need to tell me if your okay. You look so scared! Are you sure you want to watch this?"