Irl Tubbo angst and this is just a day when Ranboo and Tubbo are chilling at tubbos house, not a stream :]
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Tubbo and Ranboo were both seperately on their phones, just watching what they want,
but Ranboo got bored and went over to sit next to Tubbo."Hey Tubbo whatcha doin?"
Tubbo looked at him annoyed and showed him his screen.
It was just Dream and Alec Benjamin's new song."Ooooof course-" Ranboo said as he moved closer to him, now touching shoulders, since he was still bored.
Tubbo scooted over a bit because he didn't like physical touch, but, he tried to suck it up since Ranboo is his friend.
"I'm so boredddd" he whined.
Tubbo just sighed and put his phone down.
"Well what do YOU want to do?"
Ranboo just shrugged.
Ranboo got up and looked around the room, looking for something to do.
Tubbo got up as well and stood a few lengths away from him.
Ranboo put his hand over tubbos shoulder which made Tubbo flinch.
He tried to not make any signs of being uncomfortable, but it was kinda obvious."Oh I'm sorry do you not like that?" Ranboo said as he moved his hand away.
"Nah, it's fine I was just spaced out and didn't notice it." He said as he fake laughed.
Ranboo didn't put his hand back and made a worried glare at him as tubbo accidently made eye contact.
He looked away quick which made Ranboo grow more worried.Ranboo started to wonder.
Maybe he doesn't like physical touch?
Well.. if he doesn't, I kinda need to test it out so that we know and don't make him uncomfortable..Ranboo looked at Tubbo who was looking at his room, faced the other way of Ranboo, and hugged him.
Tubbo flinched big time but just stayed there.
"I- sorry.. I needed to test this out. You don't like me hugging you do you?" Ranboo said in a sad tone because he felt bad for all of the times they hugged or touched him for videos (don't get the wrong idea?).
"N-no I don't care!" He said quickly as he was faintly shaking.
Ranboo let go and frowned at him.
"I'm sorry."
Tubbo was confused but also shaking still.
He disliked physical touch.
He's always felt as if he can be kidnapped easily or killed or.. anything else.Tubbo was about to tear up because he was scared.
He was scared of what could happen.
He felt like a baby.
How could he be scared of... touch?Ranboo noticed.
"H-hey! No, no, no.. don't cry.." Ranboo said as he walked closer to him.
Tubbo tried not too but tears slowly started falling as he covered his face.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry It's stupid, im stupi-"
"No your not! Tubbo im glad I know this now, I don't want you to be uncomfortable around your friends!" He said as he crouched down and looked at him.
"I-I feel like when people do any sort of physical touch, t-they have all the power to d-do anything! Especially since I'm short and light!"
Ranboos face got upset.
He felt horrible.
Their friend had been like this for so long, didn't tell them, and thinks their stupid?Ranboo just looked at him and ruffled his hair lightly, making sure he knew that he was going to do that in a comforting matter.
Tubbo let him."Don't worry, please, we all love you and don't want you to be uncomfortable! I- I'm sorry we never realized this.. I-I'm really sorry that you have to feel like this..!"
Tubbo smiled and closed his eyes which made Ranboo smile.
Tubbos smile was so bright.
If only he could recognize that."Thank you f-for caring boss man." He said as he opened his eyes, still smiling.
"Don't thank me. I'm glad your okay."
They smiled and started talking as Ranboo still was worried, but, tried his best not to show it.
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OWA OWASorry for no chapters, but, here's this one :,)
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Randomhi there! this is a book of tubbo angst, there honestly isn't enough- ( also, there will be songs in chapters !! ) // -- // ( and tubbo is the youngest in the whole smp, I'm dearly sorry if you don't like that !! ) SONGS USED SO FAR: -Saline Saluti...