tubbo angst.

4am

No TWS, my apologies I'm tired again ;-;

Irl Tubbo angst :)
This is kinda based off of me :']
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It was four AM.

Tubbo was awake.
He couldn't sleep.

He was looking at his discord's chat and checking every once and a while to see if anybody was awake.
Nothing.

Tubbo looked at his wall.
Then he got up and went to his mirror.

He looked tired.

"Oh god..." he murmured.

"I look so hideous.." he put his hands on his mouth to try and not make any noise as he sobbed.

He knew that if he looked like this everybody would notice, but they wouldn't say anything.

He went to his bathroom and looked in the mirror.
He suddenly got angry.
Extremely angry.

"AGGGHHH! I HATE MYSELF!" He screamed as he punched his mirror.

Then he realized.

"SH*T!"

His hand was bleeding and his mirror was broken.

He sat down and cried for a while.
About an hour.

Tubbo finally walked out of his bathroom realizing it was 5:00.

He had already washed the blood off of his hands.

He put his shaky hands on his keyboard as he saw one missed call from Wilbur and 3 messages from him.

Why the h*ll are you awake?
it's super late Tubbo.
Go to sleep man

Tubbo then got shocked by the sound of the discord call sound.

He got his headphones and rushed too put them on.

He answered.

His camera was off as he unmuted.
Wilburs camera was also off.

"WHAT THE F*CK ARE YOU DOING AT 4AM TOO 5AM TUBBO!?!" He yelled.

Tubbo flinched since the sound was incredibly loud.

"I-I just woke up?..."

"I saw the f*cking online status on your discord Tubbo. And it said you were playing Minecraft more than an hour ago."

Tubbo gulped.

"I- I couldn't sleep."

"Why?" He said calmer.

"I-I..."

"It's fine, just tell me Tubbo, I'm here for you kid."

Tubbo tried not to cry.
He sobbed.

"Tubbo...?"

"I-Im s-s-sorry.."

"No, no.. it's alright. Continue, it's okay to cry. What happened...?"

"I-I can never sleep Wilbur! I hate this!" Tubbo was full on crying now.

"oh my... why..?"