tubbo angst.

"Simple as That"

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here's a little thing I thought of after reading something🤭🫶
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A knock on the door could be heard.

"Hey, you in there?" It was Tommy's voice, clearly, he sounded less energetic than you would expect.

For context, I'd been in my room for an hour after saying I was going to find something.
You can already guess that wasn't what I was doing.

"Uh, yeah, just a minute."  Tubbo responded, shouting back. Quickly taking a look in the mirror, he wiped the tears on his face and cursed at the fact that there were stains from where the tears were.

"Whatever, hold on—" Tommy said, opening the door.

Tubbo whipped his head around to face the opposite direction of  Tommy.

"You alright?" He said, walking into the room. "Did you find whatever you were looking for? I mean, an hour is probably enough time dontcha think?" Tommy continued, laughing.

"Haha, yeah, sorry I got something on my face could you leave for a second?" Tubbo replied, face still looking at the wall away from Tommy.

Tommy had noticed the stuffed up, sniffly sound in Tubbos voice.

Tubbos heart skipped a beat as Tommy walked closer to him, putting one hand on Tubbos shoulder to turn him around facing him.

"Hey, man, what's wrong?" Tommy said, his concern quickly appearing as he put two hands on each of  Tubbos shoulders now.

"I'm okay, I'm fine, just hurt myself!" Tubbo said with a smile.

Tommy hugged him. "You can talk to me, you don't have to deal with shit alone.."

Tubbo hugged him back, trying not to cry, already feeling emotional.

"You can cry, I know you want too. It's okay. I've got you."

Tubbo sobbed into him as they both sat on the ground and waited.

They both heard steps, but didn't look up, neither of them.

"TUBBO, TOMMY, HURRY UP!" A familiar voice shouted, Wilbur.

"I'm sorry."

"Huh?"

"I'm sorry Tommy, let's just go chill with Wilbur I'll put a bunch of water on my face it's-"

"What? No. Tubbo you always act so odd and don't think I don't notice the constant tear stains and overall tired face you have. Please talk to me, I'm here for you. I feel like I never ask if you're okay, please talk to me."

Tubbo tightened his hold and cried even more, louder.

The steps also got louder as Wilbur barged into the room. "WHAT THE HE-" He paused, looking at the two boys. He put his hands over his mouth for a moment.

"Hey, hey, hey, woah!" He said, rushing towards the two and sitting down with them. The two boys pulled out of the hug as Tubbo wiped his face and Tommy stared at him with sadness. He was concerned, very concerned.

"Tubbo, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Hey, hey." Wilbur said, looking at Tubbo with worry. He pulled him into a hug, rubbing his back. "We're here for you, we are." Wilbur repeated.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Tubbo repeated over and over, looking at the two who had shocked mad-sad looks on their faces.

"Why are YOU apologizing!?" Wilbur shouted.

"I... just..."

"Nuh uh, shut up." Tommy said. Tubbo looked up at him and laughed. Both Wilbur and Tommy looked at eschother and then back at him, smiling.

"See, there we go." Wilbur said, smiling. "You don't have to hide from us. We love you."

"Yeah! I personally like it better when you're happy." Tommy replied, smiling and jokingly messing Tubbos hair up, causing him to giggle more.

"I'm so-"

The two other boys groaned when they heard Tubbo almost repeat "I'm sorry".

They all laughed.

I wish I could tell them everything. Everything I feel, think.
But they made me smile.
They both made me smile.
They didn't just leave me there.
I feel like I don't deserve this life.

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