Cigarettes After Sex | Taejin

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"Late shift again?" Jin asked as Taehyung stepped foot into the kitchen. The younger didn't even have to turn around to see if it was really Taehyung, all he had to do is always check when the taller comes home. "Yeah.." the other male says as he walks towards Jin, wrapping his arms around the boy. Jin's nose scrunched when he smelt a cologne that was nothing close to Taehyung's.

"Is everything okay, Jinnie?" He said as he turned the male around, Jin looking up at the older. "Oh, by the way, some of my high school friends got in touch with me and invited for a night out" Taehyung said, his mind going somewhere that made him smile softly. I wish I was the cause of it now....

"When will you come back?" Jin turned around, continuing to make the soup that he was making, feeling pretty disappointed as he wanted to spend at least some little time with his partner. "Maybe, late at 2 am, or even tomorrow morning..." Taehyung said as he stepped away from the body. While Jin was frozen for a moment, tears threatening to fall, but he quickly ducked his head and went back to steering the hot liquid

"Sure, you can go..." as the older heard that he probably flashed the most intense smile ever and went up to Jin, kissing his head. "Thank you, babe!" He shouted before disappearing, and soon the footsteps disappeared, with the door closing. That's when the tears of pain came rushing down. Jin knows exactly that he went out not for his high school friends.

Just then the soup was ready, but it wasn't for the younger. Jin then left the kitchen to go up to his and Taehyung's bedroom. When he entered the clean room, he went to Taehyung's closet. The older quit smoking four years ago, but he still had left over cigarette packs in his closet. Jin took one, then went out to the balcony, sliding the glass door shut behind him.

He went up to the railing and grabbed a lighter near himself. The boy took a cigarette out of the small box and then light it up with the lighter. He sighed and put the two things aside, the only thing that he left himself with was the cigarette. He lead the small roll's tip to his lips as he breathed in the nicotine, and then puffed a grey wave of smoke out.

Since he found out the truth, the male have found some ways of coping up with the situation. Since then, he hadn't actually been eating a lot, well, not as he used to. Just looking at Taehyung's type, he can't but just have to get skinnier. He used to look back at the pictures on his phone and make mental notes like, put on a lot of sunscreen, don't eat to much, try more tight clothes and more, but Taehyung doesn't seem to notice.. he still remembers when he did.

2016-09-30

"Jin" Taehyung said as he sat near the boy who was on their bed. The two moved in as they couldn't spend time far away from each other anymore, so they bought an apartment, but are saving up for a house. Jin tilted his head to the side, so his heavy sack of organs can rest on the taller's shoulder. Taehyung wrapped an arm around the younger's waist and layed his head on top of Jin's head too.

"I saw that you haven't been eating a lot lately" the older whispered softly as Jin snuggled closer, tears starting to fall. "What happened? Please tell me the reason if you feel comfortable" the younger looked at his hands then sighing. "I see a-all those models looking so perfect and skinny, it makes me f-feel as if I-I am an embarrassment to you..." Jin stuttered out and Taehyung brought the shorter up, so he could sit in Taehyung's lap.

He quickly wiped the tears off and held both of his hands as he looked at the young one "Jinnie, baby, you're perfect just the way you are and you're no embarrassment to me. I actually feel like it's the other way around! I love you when I know that you're healthy and not making yourself feel less. I will always love you until we have wrinkles and grey hair, just don't think that since because you aren't as skinny as others, you are perfect to me and to anyone else. Just take care of yourself and love yourself, because you only have one body, so love it."

"Have you been smoking?" Yoongi, my good friend asks me as we finished one of my photoshoots. I freaze as I heard the word 'smoking'. "No, why would I?" I say and look at him. He gives me an annoyed face and just gets closer. "You have gotten thinner in these past few weeks too" he says, now examining my body.

"No, I am healthy, I promise that!" Jin quietly shouts as he gives Yoongi those big eyes. Yoongi only shrugs it off, rolling his eyes. "And I don't smoke!" That's when the taller grabs Jin by his wrist and drags him to a room that he only been to two times "then go to the check up room". Jin's heart drops as he knows that he fucked up.

"Yoongi, there's no need, I am fine, don't waste their time" Jin says, but in a hoarse voice suddenly. Yoongi only huffs at that and walks away. "As you say...." he exclaims in anger. The beating in his heart relaxes as he sees his best friend walk away, but it fills up with guilt, because he lied to the person he trusts the most.. but how can you tell them that you're trying to be your cheating boyfriend's type?

As Jin now walks back to the changing room, he's met with a dark glare that the taller is giving him, but shrugs it off as a person walks in. Jimin.

"Hey guys! How're you doing?" He says, exited and all. Jimin has always been such a warm and sweet person. Of course everyone falls for him. "Jimin! We're doing just fine. Ready for the photoshoot, chim chim?" Yoongi answered and asked Jimin as the younger starts talking, being all cute and shit....

Jimin, I thought you were loyal.
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A/N:Soooo, update.

Yes, roller coaster all over again :)