Cigarettes After Sex | Taejin

06

Ringing. All he heard was a ringing sound of his phone, but he didn't have the energy to even pick it up or look at the caller. It's been over four days as Taehyung left right after the cigarette discussion. Jin was worried as hell. Maybe leaving his place or a hotel or something, he got into a car accident. He was worried and have cried more then ever.

This feeling that he gets everytime Taehyung is away makes him hate himself. It makes him feel so weak. Soon the ringing stopped for a moment until it came over again. Jin became annoyed, so he sat up on the bed, the phone light flashing the dark room and took it in his hands, looking at the caller ID. Mom. Jin answered it.

"Hello, Jin?" His mom said on the other line "Yes mom, I'm here" the boys voice was hoarse. "Oh my god! My baby finally answered! Why didn't you answer me the first three times? I was worried sick!" His mom scolded him threw the phone, making Jin confused. Three times? "Oh, mom, I was just sleeping." Jin mumbled. There was silence for a second. "This early? It's only 8 pm. You always called me at this time" his mom said. He wasn't sleeping, he was only thinking. Jin didn't even realise the time.

"Yeah, hard day, you know haha.." Jin said as it was silent once again. "Oh, well I hope I didn't really interrupted your nap, but I wanted to ask how you been doing.." the female spoke on the other line. "You didn't interrupt anything, I am doing great, how are you doing, mom?" Jin asked with his voice cracking in the end. "Well, son, me and your father have been doing great. We can't wait till you and Taehyung will visit us!" She said. She sounds so excited. "Well, I don't know, Taehyung has been working a lot lately. Maybe sometime the next month?" Jin yawned at the end, making his mother aww on the phone. "Well, someday we are still going to meet, now sleep baby, i can see that you're tired" Jin could swear he could see his mother's soft smile through the screen.

"Thanks mom, love you" he said while laying down in the bed "Love you too, and take care!" The call ended. The male got up and went to his closet, he got a cigarette pack that he bought and went to Taehyung's closet next, only to take out one of the olders black sweater. It was pretty big on Jin, but then the younger put it on and went to the balcony, again.

How long has he been doing this? He doesn't really have an answer to that since he can't really remember it. Oh what would Taehyung do to him if he knew.. probably wouldn't even care. His heart shattered into more peaces day by day, like it was torture of that one scene he wasn't supposed to see.

2021-01-02

Jin was just leaving Namjoon's place since when he and Taehyung were there the other day, Jin left his sunglasses there. So Namjoon and Jin chated for an hour and he was now in his car driving to his company's parking lot. Namjoon was such a nice brother and person in general. He's smart and anyone could have fun just talking to him. If he could ever choose a sibling in his other life, he would choose Namjoon and Yoongi.

He was so happy since New Year as they had such a great time at Namjoon's. Taehyung's family were their too, so was Yoongi and Hoseok. Well, except the fact that sometimes Taehyung would go out in the evenings and come back at midnight. Not like Jin was getting suspicious or anything, it just seemed odd.

Just as he now drove into the parking lot, he parked his car in the place he is always required to park. He got his bag and just as he was about to get out, a familiar car caught his eyes. It was parked right next to one of his colleagues car, Jimin's. What was Taehyung doing here? His question was answered when his eyes caught Taehyung and Jimin getting out of the backseat of Jimin's car. Hair all messed up, clothes too and their faces were red, as if they finished some kind of activity.

The realisation shot Jin like a gun, his hand going up to his mouth, covering it. And just as he thought that was it, Taehyung pinned Jimin on the car and hotly kissed him with so much lust. Now tears were rushing from his eyes, his whole life crumbling into peaces of dust. The tears were falling so much, that it felt like Jin just spilled water on himself. That's when the two pulled away and Taehyung pecked Jimin's lips and after got into his own car.

He didn't know what to do anymore. Taehyung just cheated right infront of Jin's eyes. How will he sleep at night, knowing that his lover has someone else in his arms. Was he not good enough? There has to be a reason to this. But little did the male know, Taehyung just fell out of love and found his soulmate.....

Taehyung was never the one to fight. With women or men, he was never the one to raise his hand at a person that is more weaker financially, physically and mentally. But if that person was weaker then him and still would disrespect him, Taehyung would just try to stay calm. Not like his friend right know.

"Dude, you can't hide this from Jin forever!" Jungkook, his best friend, shouted at him since the male was irritated by his best friend's unmatured behaviour. Taehyung only had a blank face, making Jungkook feel like talking to a wall. "Jin doesn't deserve this kind of mistreatment! He loves you and you're out here cheating right behind his back like some kind of game you can play!" Jungkook yelled. The male was always protective over Jin, as he did get advice and just had the younger's company. Seeing Taehyung, who Jin dearly loves, cheating with a person that is one of Jin's friends was fucked up.

"Look Kook, I found the love of my life and I can't love Jin who I don't love anymore." Taehyung said, his face facing the wall. Jungkook got more aggressive. "If you actually loved him, you would have been already married and this wouldn't happen.... now, he lives in a lie. I think he already might suspect you of cheating, so might as well, try talking to him and brake up..." Jungkook sounded more calm. Taehyung only gulped.

"Taehyung, imagine yourself in his place. Wouldn't you be heartbroken to find out that your boyfriend was cheating behind your back? Plus, them not even telling you? At least, break up with him personally. That will be more brave and matured" Jungkook finished.

"I... will do it."

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A/N: Late updates, but I'm trying.

Sorry if this book have grammar or just typo mistakes, one day I will try to read the book again and fix them😀