Cigarettes After Sex | Taejin

07

As always, Jin was alone, in his balcony, puffing out smoke after smoke. His body was leaning against the safety reeling, with his mind somewhere gone. As always, tears fell because of the fact that his infinite love was gone, of the fact that he still couldn't brake up with Taehyung, of the fact that he was this pathetic.

He was only remembering the past, the happy and full of joy times, when Taehyung used to love him, kiss him, comfort him, have fun with him and respect him. Jin feel in love with how Taehyung was respectful with others, lower or higher, he would always have respect and think of the consequences. His patience, his calm attitude and his whole personality was just like a dream. Everyone had used to dream of having Kim Taehyung as their partner.

But this.... the fact that Taehyung, who was always so polite and respectful, has cheated on his lover, was just, really big and surprising news. Jin never thought of Taehyung cheating on him with a younger, more perfect man. He still remembers when Taehyung would used to call Jin his whole world, his perfect prince, his only happiness and the man, who stole his heart.

But the guy's thoughts were interrupted by a deep voice.

"Jin?"

Shit.

As soon as the man heard the voice, he quickly turned around to face him. Oh fuck. Taehyung was only eyeing the cigarette in his pale hand that had some burn marks. Oh, how much Jin wanted to just run off somewhere and turn to dust. Taehyung looked furious. The taller aggressively walked towards Jin who was now practically shaking. He took the cigarette and threw it out.

"What are you doing!?" Taehyung shouted at Jin with their faces few inches away. Jin was frozen. He didn't know what to do, what to say or what to think. Taehyung stepped back, trying to calm himself. Silence. There was only silence. Jin's breathing was heavy, his heart beating so fast, his mind racing with air as he was shaking because of fear and surprise, but his gaze was at the floor.

"So that's why you took the cigarette packs... you started to smoke, huh..?" Taehyung started. Jin didn't move, his mouth shut closed. Taehyung sighed. He ran his fingers threw his hair, trying to calm down his anger. "Why? Jin, why?!" Taehyung was getting frustrated with the silence the younger gave him. While all Taehyung's words were digging into his mind. The soft wind in the background was the only thing that Jin wanted to hear, but now, his whole body was in crisis.

"What did I do to make you start this habit?! Why are so depressed these days?!" Taehyung was actually really starting to get annoyed, but Jin only answered him with silence, the silence that was killing the male. Taehyung wanted to know why has Jin been so down and absent-minded. "I thought you about the things cigarettes do!" Taehyung shouted. Jin felt his eyelids watering, so he turned his head the other way, not wanting Taehyung to see his pathetic face.

"You think I didn't notice that you lost an unhealthy amout of weight?!" Taehyung shouted as his voice was filled with aggression and anger. Jin was silent, his broken heart beating fast, already warning that it won't last long. A hand come up to grab his chest, that was right next to his heart, to calm it down.

"Don't you see that you're killing yourself?!"

"Don't you see that you're the cause of it?!"

Jin was now looking at Taehyung straight in his face, tears falling down as Taehyung finally saw how was the male stressed, there were purple bags under his eyes, his lips dry and his whole face pale like a peace of paper. His lower lip was quivering, his eyes looked sore and his face flushed because of crying. He looked awful.

That's when Taehyung grabbed Jin hand and pulled him into their bedroom. Jin was so confused. Why would Taehyung pull him to the bedroom? That was answered when the male pushed Jin on the bed and hovered over the small and skinny body. No. Jin didn't want this. He didn't want for Taehyung to use him for sex right now. He only wanted for Taehyung to hug him, cuddle him and love him.

The taller's eyes looked so dark and full of unexplainable anger, his hands taking off his own clothes till he was naked. Taehyung's hands were going to undress the trashing body that definitely didn't want to get undressed. "Stop..  please! Please stop!" Jin begged, but Taehyung only glared at him.

Slap.

Jin, who was trying to get out, was now frozen. His cheek was turning red, while new tears flew down on it. "Don't talk or else, you will be dead" Taehyung said, his voice strict with his eyes glaring at Jin. Jin gulped as he was weak and tired. Taehyung took off his clothes, making the male cry even more, until, he was bare naked.

Taehyung didn't kiss Jin or acknowledge him. He only took both of his shaking, small and pale thighs, folding his body as he put them on his shoulders. His big erected cock head was touching Jin's small hole. Making the younger shiver and whimper from fear of Taehyung actually doing this. He thought Taehyung was different.

His chest was heaving up and down, his mind distracted from his past and now, filled with hurt and betrayal. Taehyung looked at the shivering male and slammed right into him. Jin shoot up and let put a scream of pain, more tears fell down at the pain. Taehyung only waited for a minute and then started thrusting like an animal who was almost starved to death. Jin was  gasping, his hands fisting the sheets as his feet were trembling on Taehyung back.

He cried. Jin was being used like an absolute doll. His pale lips agape to let out gasps and whimpers of pleasure. Taehyung had his hands gripping Jin's hips, moving in and out of him, his hair falling on his eyes as sweat ran down. Jin felt the pain slowly disappearing, but he didn't want it. He wanted Taehyung to stop. His mind was mixing with thoughts, his eyes full of pain and helplessness, while his body felt so limp.

Jin could feel Taehyung's dick twitching in him. He wanted to tell Taehyung to pull out so bad, since he didn't want this at all. But it broke Jin even more, because of what Taehyung has became.  But soon, the older exploded into him, painting his entrance white. Taehyung let out a moan if satisfactory, while the male who was below, has passed out.

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A/N: Soooooooo.... update

The slap part was just cringe, but anyway.

I accidentally published an unfinished chapter and quickly deleted it, but here's a longer chapter!