Cigarettes After Sex | Taejin

09

Another day. Jin thought when he got into the car, closing the door. As he was about to start the car, his eyes went to Jimin's parking lot, that was empty. And the empty space right next to it.

He remembered when him and Taehyung would try to do everything together. Cook together, fall asleep together, go to work at the same time, go grocery shopping together. For others, they were the ideal couple everyone envied. But now, the couple was nowhere near ideal....

Jin blinked, realising that he has been staring too long at the two empty spaces, so he started the car, and drove off, all while thinking about Taehyung and him. About the fact that they were so happy, that they loved each other so dearly, that they were inseparable. But now, that was nowhere near the truth.

Just as he drove into the neighbourhood, memories kept swirling in his mind. The memory when they both bought the house together, how they picked out the furniture for it, how they had so much fun painting the walls of their bedroom. Even though they could have not done that, they wanted their bedroom to be special. They wanted to have something that they would remember for life, they wanted to have their love remembered.

As the car parked in the open garage, Jin turned the vehicle off and got out of it. Just as he went to the front of the house, his heart started beating so fast, like it was about to pop out. He didn't even know the reason why.. but as he opened the front door and as he stepped in, his heart dropped.

There was Taehyung sitting on the couch of their living room. He looked so focused on his phone, that he probably didn't even hear Jin coming in. Just as the smaller was about to head upstairs, a voice stopped him.

"Jin."

Jin looked back at the person who just spoke, his face only showing confusion. Taehyung sighed "Come here, we need to talk" the older spoke, his eyes looking towards the body that was starting to shake from the intense emotions fluiding his brain. So the younger walked towards the couch and sat a few inches away from Taehyung.

He had his head low, not wanting to know what Taehyung will say now. Expecting to hear something from the other about work or something, he felt a hand on his hand. Jin looked up at Taehyung in shock, but only received a small smile.

"Jin, I will be honest, you were the most important person in my life and I couldn't even live in this universe without you. You were my first love, my first kiss, my first experience, my first emotion to this thing called love. I could never imagine myself if I didn't meet you that night, that night was the most beautiful and important thing that happened to me. You were the first happiness of joy to me." Taehyung went silent, as Jin was starting to tear up. He didn't want to know what will he say next.

"But.... I found someone else...."

His heart shattered into a million pieces.

"I found someone that brought me joy, that made me feel happiness. Jin, I found my one and only." Taehyung leaned in towards Jin, his hand softly placed on the other's. "I found my new important person. Jin, I fell in love again, except, it's not you." Taehyung sadly said the last three words, looking Jin straight in the eyes, but only met with the hunny orbs glistening with water.

"I fell in love with someone. I know you noticed since Christmas that I used to go out and then I used to almost not be home. Jin, I fell in love with one of your colleagues, Jimin. I knew that I can't cheat behind your back for a long time. I can't think to know that now because of me, you have to go through pain, but I can't help it.... I fell out of love with you..."

Those were the words that I used to ignore so much, but now, I get them said to me..

"Jin, I will always remember you, I want to be frie-" Taehyung was cut of by a sound that was finally made by Jin. "I knew. I knew that you w-were with Park Jimin... I.. I knew it all..." Jin's heart broke even more as now he will only become more broken then before. Taehyung looked shocked at the reply. But he stayed quiet.

"Out" Jin spoke softly, but it was a warning to Taehyung, that he should leave Jin for a while. So the taller male quickly got up and got out of the house. That only left the smaller crying on the couch. The small body now shaking at the moment. His whole world had fallen apart just like that, his whole life, his dreams, his desires for a life with his love was now gone. Everything was now gone...

"Hello, my name is Kim Seokjin"

"Oh, hi. I'm Kim Taehyung, nice to meet you"

"Wow, same surname, huh?"

"Yep, that's cool!"

"Hey! That's my hoodie, Jin!"

"Well now it's mine!"

"Do you ever realise, that if we ever got married, we wouldn't have to change our surnames"

"Well, yeah, what about it?"

"We could say I'm already married to you! So I don't have to buy a ring!"

"You dum dum!!!"

"I fell out of love with you"

"Out"

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A/N: GUYS, so, update!

But just so you all know... there has been some changes in my personal life. I have this one person..

But yeah, don't worry, it's not the end!