A dreaded choice Hosie and Hizzie

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I just wanted to think this all through... maybe tonight would be the perfect oppertunity? God knows atleast it bought me some time with both of them.

I flop back onto my bed, defeated and slap on an upbeat playlist as i think through my decision, it may not seem a big deal but let it be known that if i pick one... i permanently lose the other, most likely as a friend figure aswell.

I sit there, individually going through each moment i'd shared with them... The amount of times Lizzie and i had started something we couldn't finish... or when Josie would laugh and it would brighten my day, or when Lizzie would flash me a smile in football making me seem like the only girl in the world.

For me it wasn't about the looks, or the sexual side of a relationship, it was about how well i connected with them...

If i could just say i'd stay with Josie, what would happen to my feelings for Lizzie? I'd tried to push them down before but i couldn't... not now.

Then i'd drift onto the fact that i know for a fact if i picked Lizzie, how much she could mess me around and play with me, she had that power over me where in the long run it would end in heart break.

None of the options had benefits to them, i know Josie was a steady and safe relationship, yet it lacked that excitement that i could only get from Lizzie and it was undescribable... everything i thought of with Josie ended with me thinking of Lizzie.

Yet when i thought of the cons of Lizzie, it would be just Lizzie and i's problems.

I must've been doing this for a while seen as my heart jumps out of my skin as my dorm door flys open with an eager Lizzie carrying bags of god knows what at the recieving end.

"It seems like alot, but i have a reputation to up-hold at this school so i got to go all out" Lizzie jokes as she throws the bags on the bed.

Lizzie goes into one of the bags and pulls out a flapper-like glittery dress which was suprisingly short but hey, i wasn't complaining, also holding up a white blazer and a pair of sunglasses to go with it.

"You really took this to another level" I laugh.

"Oh and i can't forget you" Lizzie shrugs, handing me a full bag of stuff to which i gasp at as its thrown with force, I now see why she's a footballer.

"I went a little overboard" Lizzie laughs once more.

I pull out a pair of suit-black pants and quickly realising they are connected to a pair of suspenders... if i was being honest i did look excellent in suspenders.

"I figured as you're my date- well... and Josie's but thats beside the point... we could go as a 1920's 'standard' couple, disregarding the fact of us being two women" Lizzie smiles.

"I think we're going to look dashing" I mock in a british accent.

"I think we should start to get ready" Lizzie mocks back.

I'm so confused... it was only like 2- I pause as i check my phone to see it was 5.30... i really did spend a hell of a lot of time thinking about the twins.

"Alright i'll go take a shower" I hurry as i grab a spare towel as i head into our bathroom, bringing my phone for music.

I begin to play my music as i start the shower.

I hop in at its perfect temperature as i smile... this time last year i'd barely even thought about moving, but now i couldn't imagine anything else... sometimes i'd like to just move away from my situation i'm in.

My mind drifts as i turn towards the shower head, rinsing off the conditioner.

I jump as cold air hits my back but still not turning around, just choosing to ignore it... probably poor ventilation.

But instead i feel an eerie sense that someones behind me, i tune into my senses to confirm this... there was indeed someone stood behind me... but my gut instinct told me to not be worried at all, for a strange reason.

I feel the person move closer and closer, their shadow towered above mine... at the same height as.. Lizzie.

I jump once more as i feel Lizzie's soft hands move through my hair as she continues to wash out the conditioner,

Her warm breath hitched my shoulder as she set my hair to flow down my other shoulder, leaving one bare.

Considering it was silent and we were both completely naked and it wasn't awkward really said something about our dynamic.

"You couldn't have waited for me to get out" I break the silence with a chuckle.

"Well.. if you think of it, this is my last oppertunity to do this as after tonight you're going to go back to ignoring me, so i might as well leave you with a memory you can't run from" Lizzie sighs but in a seductive manor.

I don't think she knew how important she was to me... she severely undermimed herself.

"You don't know that" I snark back, still facing the wall.

"I want you to pick Josie" Lizzie hurridly speaks.

"What?" I reply in confusion, this girl hadn't just taunted me for the past couple months to say this to me.

"You heard me Mikaelson... i want you to pick my sister, she makes you happy and i'd be selfish to even come between that" Lizzie for once selflessly puts herself out there.

"Don't be a martyr now Lizzie, You've been courting me for the past couple months and now you want me to choose your sister?" I joke.

"Trust me, seeing Josie every day knowing i stole her girl once again, no i couldn't do that to her after everything i've put her through... after all i'm her sister, i'm not going to feel guilty for something i want so badly" Lizzie explains now grabbing the shampoo and using it on her.

Water was streaming down our faces as the shower covered both of us.

I hadn't even looked at her once.

"I love how you feel guilty for something i have to decide, imagine how guilty i feel" I laugh away the pain i feel.

Without saying a word, Lizzie's soft hands graze over my head and towards my shoulders, Brushing my hair to one

she slowly trails small, significant kisses up from the brink of my shoulder towards my head and up my neck, while disconnecting her hands from my shoulders, slowly moving them down my arms and resting on my waist.

This sent small shivers up and down my back, letting out a small sigh in the process as my head moves upwards.

I knew exactly what she was doing... she was showing me what i'd miss if i didn't choose her... and it was working.

Her hands grazed up slowly from my waist up my sides and towards my chest.

Her body was pressed up against mine, her lips still making work on my neck.

In this moment i would choose her... her and her... i needed her right now... this was a perfect distraction... just as i thought this, her hands traced down now, past my waist and towards my front.

Nearing my centre, this was too much... i just needed her.

Just as she's millimetres away, as im expecting her to stop the tease, her lips disconnect from my neck as she softly whispers into my ear.

"We better get ready" Lizzie whispers, taking me by suprise.

Almost instantly just dropping what she was doing and hopping out the shower, leaving me stunned... she really just did that... she knew what she was doing, she was just a tease... that is how much power she had over me.

I stand there for another couple seconds before grabbing a towel and wrapping it around my body, before stepping out the bathroom.

Lizzie acting the exact same as before, almost like that shower didn't just happen... it took every ounce of control in my body not to rush over there and throw her on the bed... but i knew it would only complicate things... just like the last 10 minutes had.