A dreaded choice Hosie and Hizzie

I'll tell her eventually

I walk towards Josie's... i need to tell her.

The fact she'd trusted me and i broke it... again, says alot about us as a relatioship.

But i also couldn't help smile at what had just happened, Lizzie and i had something there... a spark? But it felt like she felt it too... i know she wasn't a relationship type but i could get to her.

I knocked on the dorm, head bowed as i try create a sad impression.

Until she opens, Smile plastered on her face to see me.

"There you are, Come in... i hope you don't mind i have a few of my friends over"Josie laughs as i enter the room.

I couldn't tell her infront of her friends... thats awful.

"Here" Josie hands me a bottle of koppenburg, was she drunk?... she seemed happier than usual.

I take swigs of my drink while sitting down, noticing a few familiar faces, Jade, Jed, MG and Penelope... Wait Penelope???

As soon as i recognise Penelope i shoot out of my seat and lunge towards her... how dare she sit there acting like she hadn't just outed Lizzie and i to the school.

Just as i raise my arm, i feel myself being pulled back to quickly realise it was Josie.

"Hope" She softly spoke into my ear.

"You really invited her?" I yell.

"Come on Hope... its not that deep" Josie goes to comfort me, but it just makes me angrier.

"How dare you say that to me... it almost ruined us" I angrily argue.

"That wasn't you though.. that was Lizzie's fault, Lizzie is nothing more than a selfish, narsacistic bitch who can't keep her hands to herself" Josie utters, she was so drunk and it made me frustrated.

I feel myself become something more than angry, how fucking dare she talk about her sister, she didn't know her like i did... she wasn't 'narsacistic' she was different.

I go to say something but the look on Josie's face says it all, was she scared of me? why i hadn't done anything.

I quickly take a glance over to the mirror on her wall to see my eyes... they were gold.

"H-Hope" Josie stutters out.

I rush out the room in seconds, she just saw that side of me, all because of Lizzie.... no it wasn't it was because of her... no i can't blame anyone but myself for caring to damn much.

I make the decision to go back to my dorm for the first time in what seems like forever.

I slam open the dorm door to see Lizzie sat once again at her desk, studying for some reason.

"What's wrong... why are your eyes..." Lizzie stands up, worried as she rushes towards me.

"Have they still not changed back" I answer.

"They're gold" Lizzie snaps back stepping forward towards me a little more as she studies my eyes.

They weren't changing...

"What even happened" Lizzie says as she steps back, now rooting through my bags in hopes of finding a blood bag.

"Josie... its a long story" I tell her, I didn't tell her it was because of her because she would let it get to her head.

"did you tell her" Her head spikes up to look at me, now carrying a blood bag towards me.

"Not exactly, Penelope was there so... well... yeah you can imagine how that went" I explain, opening up the blood bag and downing it in one.