A dreaded choice Hosie and Hizzie

Is it all a game

I take a seat in the stands, while Lizzie goes with the rest of her team to the changing rooms.

I quickly notice a face in the crowd, Jade.

I also spot a seat next to her, as i ask her if the seat is taken.

"Is this seat taken" I ask the girl.

"No.. no its not, yeah sit here" Jade hurries as her attention takes back onto the pitch. 

"There they are" I try make conversation as i see the Salvatore Stallions rush onto the pitch in a straight line.

My eyes lighten up as i see Lizzie... who only ever focuses on me... her head turns to spot me and as soon as she does she sends me a nod with a quick smile.

"You two should just get married already" Jade jokes seeing Lizzie and i's exchanged looks at one another.

"I'm not too sure that would end well" I joke back at her.

"If someone looked at me like that girl looks at you... i'd have melted on the spot" Jade jokes back.

"Trust me... its one of the best feelings" I smile back at Jade, it was nice to talk to someone who wasn't the twins.

The siren sounds as the game starts.

I've gotton used to Lizzie's violence... so her taking down a poor QB in the first couple seconds wasn't exactly a surprise for me... 

But every single time... every time she knocked someone over, every time she tackled someone... everytime she scored, she'd look over at me... And it would melt my heart every single time. Lizzie was too good for me.

She scored in the first couple minutes, and soon enough scoring again... and again... and again. Each time looking at me for approval.

Jade must've caught onto this again.

"God that girl is so in love with yo-" Jade cuts herself off as she turns to face me, she didn't know half of it.

"Pff, you're joking right" I shrug off, truthfully it wasn't that far stretched, But i don't know how i felt about that... did i feel the same? 

"Yeah...yeah i'm joking" Jade tries to shrug it off also, but i could tell she was lying... had she spoken to Jade or something... that was a bold statement.

The rest of the game i'd just been over thinking... thinking what if she was, she'd changed so much.

Even at half time i run to the restroom and come out when its the start of the second half, seeing Lizzie's blown off face as i fail to notice her play.

The game soon wraps up with a win for the Stallions by 2 points.

I rush off past the bleachers, this scared me a little as it entitled 'commitment'.... and well, the idea of falling for someone scared the hell out of me.

I feel myself be pulled back by a strong arm as i'm stopped in my tracks.

"Hey.. are you okay" Lizzie beamed, smile on her face.

"Y-yeah... i don't feel that well thats all" I lie to her, i wasn't going to bring it up.. that was her choice to do so.

It wasn't the idea of if she did... i was happy if she did, it would make my day... its just in my experience being in love does nothing but hurt someone.

"Okay well... go rest, i'll be back soon, just got to collect the trophy" Lizzie explains as she shoots me a small smile before rushing back off to the stands.

The idea made me phsycially sick in the sense that losing her would kill me and thats how i felt, maybe deep down i knew that i was falling for her but my brain blanked that out.