PlayBoy CuPid {manXman}

18

"Baby, please calm down." Franklin whispered, he had to admit that Caspian scared the shit out of him when he hit Justice. Caspian didn't look like the aggressive type so that means what Justice did to him really hurt him that much.

Justice on the other hand, was still recovering from his shock. He couldn't believe it . His own Caspian hit him, his love, the Caspian that couldn't stand Justice in pain no matter what. That Caspian that hated to see pain in eyes or even a simple tear, his Caspian that would fuss over anything about him, even if he just as much as cut his finger. Today that same Caspian hit him?

This however reminded Justice of how much he actually fucked up.

"Don't tell me to calm down! You don't know how it feels like!" Caspian yelled angrily.

"Baby you hit me. Caspian you actually hit me?" Justice whispered still in a trance of shock.

"And I'll hit you again if you don't get the fuck up and get the fuck outta here before I fist my punch again!" He growled.

Franklin was besides himself. Terrified for seeing Caspian in that state. It confused him at the same time.

Justice recovered from his shock immediately Caspian growled those words at him. If that was what it took for Caspian to forgive him then he's up for it.

"Hit me baby. If that's what will make you forgive me then please kill me while you're at it cause I want us cleansed. Please Casp. Hit me, do whatever you want but know that I'm not leaving here without you by my side." Justice sobbed out brokenly. Breaking into ugly sobs.

"Franklin this is your house. Get this fucker outta here or I leave!" Caspian said directed at Franklin but glaring daggers at Justice.

"Baby please!" Justice screamed pitifully.

All those tears was tearing Caspian from within. No matter how angry he was at Justice, he hated tears in Justice's eyes. God. He used to worship those eyes, praying they'll look at him with all the love in the world. He did get what he wanted until that husband fucker showed up and stole all of him from Caspian.

Caspian hated what Justice did to them. He hated Diego for playing a part in it when he knew perfectly well he was married. He hated that he allowed it to happen. He hated that he forgave him and he went right back when he was home packing for their trip. He hated how soft he was by then, some might say too good but it was all for Justice. He loved him to death. He worshiped the ground the man walked on but look where it landed him. Heartbroken!

"Please wipe your tears and get the fuck out. All this pathetic sobbing is making me sick." He said coldly. As he began to turn and leave, Justice clung onto his legs with face buried on his knees.

"Caspian please! Don't leave me again Casp. You know I can't live without you . These past few weeks has been hell,  I miss you baby. I need you. You're my life! Please don't live me again. Please. I've come to take you home with me." Justice sobbed against Caspian leg, wetting his shorts with tears.

"Justice let me go. God forbid me ever going back with you. You fucked up! You broke our home! You broke my heart! I'll never forgive you for that Justice." Caspian felt like the entire world just collapsed onto his shoulders.

He felt tired and drained.

"I loved you Justice. I gave you everything, I gave up on myself just to be the perfect man for you. I tried my best to put you above everything. Yet you betrayed me so badly."  Caspian's voice cracked, only then did he know that he was crying too.

Franklin just watched with his heart in his palm. He had mixed emotions. He couldn't comfort Caspian because he felt this was something they needed to clear up. He quietly excused himself from the room. It's funny cause he felt like the intruder in his own home. He left with an uneasy settlement in the pit of his stomach. He loved Caspian but what if Caspian decided to leave with Justice? Will he be able to survive that fall? He did respect Caspian and will respect his decisions and choices but that'll be at the expense of his heart.

                       ..........

Caspian collapsed onto the bed, sitting up with Justices head on his lap crying his heart out.
Caspian wanted to forgive him, really, he really did but he couldn't. It was just not possible after everything and then there was Franklin and his own feelings too.

"My love please, forgive me. I know I messed up. Hit me. Hurt me, do whatever you want to me but please don't live me. I can't survive without you anymore, I can't function. My whole life revolves around you. Please Casp. It won't happen again." Justice cried, clutching onto Caspian desperately.

All those tears was eating at Caspian's soul, he'd tried so hard but it seems Justices tears was still his only weakness. Justice knew that and therefore used that to manipulate him all the time but not this time.

"Shhh. Please stop. You know I can't stand you crying, it hurts too much." Caspian muttered as he lifted Justices head softly and wiped his tears away. "Stop crying... please" he whispered.

Minutes passed by before Justices could stop sobbing. He remained in between Caspian's legs trying desperately to pull it together yet failing miserably. Caspian smiled softly at him.

"Please Casp. Let's go back home. Please." Justice whispered brokenly with desperation lacing his words but he didn't care

Caspian smiled. Huffed in a deep breath and released it shakily.

"I can't." He said simply.

"What.. why! I thought you forgive me. Please my love. Don't do this"

"I don't forgive you Justice. You're not worthy of my forgiveness. You're not worthy of me. You broke my heart, you betrayed me, you made me question my self esteem Justice. I didn't know why on earth you'd do that to me when I gave you everything!"

"I know baby and I'm so sorry —"

"No you don't! You don't get to be sorry after you destroyed me! How could you show your face here in search for me! When I left New York I specifically didn't tell you because I didnt want to be found, especially not by you!" Caspian yelled pushing Justice off him.

Justice gasped brokenly.

"Leave Justice! You and I are over! You'll get the  divorce pape—"

"NO!" Justice yelled!

"No no no please no. Don't mention that word! Please"

"Oh and why not? You and I are over ain't we?"

"No we're not baby, I want to show you the real me"

"You had years to do that. Too late now"

With that he stomped out! Leaving Justice to break into another patch of fresh tears.

God he really messed up this time and badly.

"Franklin! Kick that fucking man out! Now!" Caspian yelled.