PlayBoy CuPid {manXman}

24

What actually happened that day.

Caspian still couldn't sort through his feelings quick enough. But there was one thing for sure. He couldn't bare to live without Franklin.

Just the few  weeks they had spent together had been heaven. Nobody had treated him as good as Franklin had. Not even Justice.

Even though Justice hadn't treated him badly, he hadn't treated him as good as that either. All their years of marriage was based on Justice comparing him to another man.

He'd love Justice with all his heart and appreciated him as his husband but what he felt for Franklin was just too intense. It was deeper. He was happier than he'd ever been.

The way Franklin gazed at him with so much love. Like he's the only person in the world. Like Caspian was so amazing that he could hang the moon if he just wanted to.

He knew Franklin loved him. He wasn't stupid. He'd know for quite a while. It was just more realistic when he said it. Caspian had panicked. And couldn't respond.

He needed time to understand things and work them out.

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"Caspian please. Let's just go home. I'll prove to you how much I love you. Please let's just go." Justice pleaded. Still following Caspian around like a puppet.

"Listen I don't care what you're sorry for. All I know is I do not love you anymore." Caspian had said annoyingly. If only Justice could leave him alone, he'd be more than happy.

"Even if you don't love me anymore, I can accept. But there's no way you can just fall in love with that guy just like that."

"That's none of your business Justice." Caspian said as he glared at Justice.

"It is. You're my husband"

Caspian gave a mocking laugh. A very sarcastic one. "I just realized something." Caspian said with myth in his eyes.

He had indeed realize something. And that thing was that he just hadn't fully understood the meaning of love. What he felt for Justice was merely gratitude.

"What?" Justice asked.

"I just realized the reason I have worshiped you for so long wasn't because I loved you. Of course I loved you at some point. So much. But I have to admit, I only ever got into this because you saved my life. I was so engrossed by your heroism that I thought you were my lifeline. But now I think about it, you would've done the same for anyone because it's your job. You're a fucking firefighter so of course your instincts is to protect someone in danger first. I hadn't thought about this all along. I adored you Justice. I loved you so much. Each time you hurt me, I felt like my heart was being bulldozed. Fuck!" Caspian said, his gaze as if someone had just pulled away a cotton wool that was covering his sight.

He couldn't believe he had wasted so much time until now to realize how much he actually loved and admired Franklin. He was the one who actually loved him selflessly and also allowed Caspian to fall in love with him slowly. Without expecting anything in return.

Fuck. He'd fucked up so bad. He was in love with Franklin. He breathed Franklin this past few weeks. His only hope of existence was to see Franklin return home into his arms. Breath him in, make love to him. Have a conversation about random stupid stuff. Cut his hair even though he could afford the best barber in town. Look at him as if he was the only man in the world.

Things that Justice could never give because he was too preoccupied imagining another man's body while they made love.

"Caspian-"

"Let me finish" Caspian held up his finger.

"When I'm with Franklin he makes me feel human. Like I'm the only existing person that matters to him. When he touches me... oh God, the feeling is just out of this world cause I could feel the emotions pouring out of him onto me. He makes me feel whole." Caspian paused. His lips pressed into a thin line.

"You may not be able to accept this but, I think I'm in love with Franklin, I love him Justice. And if you truly want me to be happy then you'll let me go so I can be happy with him. He treats me so well." Caspian said. After that he left a gaping, hurt looking Justice by himself.

He headed towards his and Franklin's bedroom. Sighed and laid in bed. Contently. He couldn't wait for Franklin to get home so he could tell him how he felt. He wanted so badly to wrap himself in his embrace, confess his undying love and make love with him. With that thought in mind he drifted off to sleep.

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Justice couldn't believe his ears. He couldn't begin to process what Caspian had said. He'd just realized how much Caspian had changed.

Most of all he didn't know whether to give up on him or not. To be honest he still loved Caspian. He was his everything until Diego resurfaced. He love Caspian in every way. Until Diego pulled him back towards him with his sensual smaller body. Diego simply brought out the dominance in him. The boy just begged to be dominated, whereas Caspian was almost as built as him, almost his equal. Even though Caspian had never actually suggested to top Justice, he knew he could do it without effort and that scared him. He wanted him to top him as much he did but he was simply scared of letting his guard down, therefore resulting in extra marital affair with Diego.

He just couldn't accept the fact Caspian had fallen in love again with someone else. He wanted to try again with him. He wanted Caspian more than he'd ever wanted something in his life simply because he couldn't accept the fact that the person who was overly obsessed with him just a few months ago had just slipped out of his hands.

He might not love Caspian like the way he loved him but it was almost as intense. He simply wanted to eat his cake and have it as well.

What was wrong with that?

With that thought he headed upstairs to persuade Caspian a little more.

As he arrived there, he saw Caspian sound asleep, those luscious lips looked so inviting. Remembering how they felt against his. He simply wanted a taste of them. With that thought he leaned down and captured those sweet lips into his. Once he had a taste he couldn't turn back, he grew more greedy,  he wanted more, therefore running his hands all over the body he missed so much.

Fuck. His senses numbed. All that was left was sensations. Caspian must have felt him in his sleep because he was kissing back and groaning as well.

"Frankiebear" Caspian mumbled into the kiss.

Even though Justice was displeased, he couldn't stop himself from getting more. He delved deeper into his mouth and lost himself in sensation.

He was just about to slip his hand into Caspians pants when he felt Caspian push him off and yelled "Justice what the fuck!"

That was when he came back to his senses and realized what he'd done.