^^^^ My baby Cas!!!
————————————The face Caspian made as he moan made Franklin's heart squeeze and grew lighter.
"God, you're so fucking handsome Caspian. So perfect." Franklin said, gazing dazedly at Caspian's face.
Caspian smiled contagiously. "And you my man, is so fucking gorgeous. I can't seem to get enough of you Franklin. What's wrong with me?" Caspian murmured worriedly.
"You have me at your beck and call. Anytime, any day." Franklin reassured.
Franklin kissed Caspian passionately as he worked Caspian open with one of his hand. The other hand wrapped protectively around his waist.
Caspian moaned. Feeling Franklin in him was pure bliss. Even if it's just his fingers.
With the help of the pouring water, Franklin was able to slip into Caspian without any pain.
A shiver ran up Franklin's spin.
Caspian shuddered at the feeling as Franklin trembled against him.
He moaned out Franklin's name as he rocked against him.
Franklin attacked Caspian's neck, kissing, sucking and bitting.
The emotions that was coursing through Franklin was so much that he didn't know what to do. He wanted to say the words that was right there with them, on the tip of his tongue. But he couldn't. He was scared it might scare Caspian away.
So he just simply fucked into Caspian as if he was fragile. So agonizingly slow. As if it was only happening for the last time, he savored every moment.
He felt Caspian's body grow tight around him, he felt him shiver feverishly and moaned his name as he exploded between them. Of course Franklin had no strength to resist those delicious tightens. He fucked Caspian through his orgasm, that only prolonged Caspian's orgasm.
The only sounds that fell out of Caspian's mouth were his name. He sang it so sexily like a hymnal.
Franklin thrust deeper into Caspian as he lost himself in his lovers ass. In a state of daze, the words fell out of his lips helpless before he could stop them.
"I love you" he murmured.
Caspian froze. Eyes wide. Mouth open. Stunned. After glow, gone!
Franklin trembled violently against him as he ride out his orgasm as he burried his face in Caspian's shoulder. It felt so good.
After coming down from his high. Franklin realized his lover had gone still. The Caspian he knew would have been caressing him with kisses and sweet words. But today none of that was happening.
Then he also froze.
Of course! He'd been stupid enough and let his deepest desire slip out. Jesus! What would he do now?
Is Caspian even ready for love yet?
He lifted his head with all his might and gazed into Caspian's eyes. It was cold and angry. It stung at him.
The words hung hopelessly between them, waiting for one of them to redeem it.
"Put me down" Caspian commanded coldly.
Franklin had no choice but to set him on his feet.
"Caspian please-!" Franklin begged.
"No! Not another word!" Caspian snarled.
He immediately rinsed himself and headed out. Leaving Franklin alone in the bathroom.
Franklin was hurt beyond words. His heart felt like it was being ripped out of his chest. This was the highest bit of rejection.
It hurt like hell!
What was he even thinking? That Caspian will accept him and tell him he loved him back? Had he even said it so he could say it back? No?
He just wanted him to know how he felt!
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Caspian was so mad! However it wasn't directed at Franklin. He was mad at himself for leading Franklin on even though he knew he couldn't love him back. At least not now?
He was furious at Justice for ruining him for anyone else. He had hurt him so bad to the point where he couldn't trust nor love another person.
The hurt he saw in Franklin's eyes just then at the bathroom proved that he'd fucked up but he was too mad to care.
How can Franklin love a damaged goods like him. Was he stupid? Upon all his baggage? Seriously? Can someone love someone like that?
Maybe he should leave and let Franklin continue with his life. Maybe find a nice girl to settle down with.
His own suggestion slumped into his hurt painfully.
He didn't want him to find anyone else. But he couldn't possibly love him back right?
Love is overrated. It's painful. It betrays. It stabs you. It rubs you of your happiness. How could he possibly love? Right?
Ugh...
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Since then Caspian avoided Franklin like a plague. They lived in the same house but turned into strangers overnight, because of 3 simply words.
However Franklin had tried so much, to talk and apologize to Caspian but immediately he tried, Caspian would just glare at him coldly.
It funny, how can you apologize to someone because you love them?
Franklin decided it would be good idea to give Caspian space to sort of his feelings.
In the end if he still didn't want him then he would let him decide what he wants.
He loved him enough to let him go and be happy.
Franklin started going to work to sort out emergencies and came back home immediately he was done because he didn't trust Justice around Caspian, and he had promised Caspian he wouldn't leave him alone with Justice like that for long.
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"Listen I need to leave, it's getting really late and Caspian will be waiting for me now, I need to go" he glared viciously at Vincenzo.
Vin rolled his eyes. "Ugh... fine! You can leave. I'll take care of things myself. Even I am married but I have to abandon my husband to be here sorting things out. While you run to your lover, Who wouldn't even talk to you"
"You lost me at 'you can leave' bye!" He waved and immediately took off. Even though Caspian avoided him, he couldn't wait to see him. Just a glimpse will satisfy his soul.
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Franklin had a bad feeling immediately he walked into his home. He didn't have much time to dwell on it as all his attention was focused on searching for Caspian.
He walked into his bedroom and what he saw, shattered his already fragile heart that had cracks on it.
It was Justice, laying on top of Caspian. Kissing him passionately as he rubbed his palm all over him. It looked like he interrupted a couple's passionate time.
"Caspian." He whispered in a small voice.
"What the hell" he said as he clutched at his chest. He felt like throwing up. Who knew heartbreak hurt this bad!
Caspian shoved Justice away immediately and yelled! "Justice what the fuck!" With fire blazing in his eyes.
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PlayBoy CuPid {manXman}
RomantikRead "unbearable love" first for better understanding. ------------ Book 2 of the 'his side of the story' series. ---- When Caspian left Justice's cheating ass, he had no where in mind to go to. He just so happened to stumble across franklin, a wel...