White Flag (Jennifer Jareau x Fem!OC)

Chapter 17

Once we're all outside, I chitchat quickly with Emily and then, I walk to my car peacefully.

"Hey, Tori." JJ's voice stops me. "Can we talk?"

"Sure." I send her a small smile. "Are you okay?"

"I was about to ask you the same thing?" JJ frowns. "You seemed sad earlier."

"So did you this morning." I chuckle sadly.

"Does white wine and cuddles sound good to you?" JJ scratches the back of her neck.

"Sounds lovely." I smile and walk to her. "Give me a hug first, I had to fight this urge all day long."

"Oh, God." JJ seems relieved. "Same, I couldn't stay around you, I needed to hold you, touch you, feel you right there."

            We hug for a minute just enjoying each other embrace.

"See you home in 15?" She whispers and kisses my cheek.

"Yeah." I smile brightly. "Home..." I whisper but she doesn't hear it.

            As I drive back to JJ's house, one word keeps on coming back. Home. This word reminds me of my mother, of the good times when I knew I'll always have somewhere to run to. But today, all the places that ever felt like home aren't places I can run to anymore.

            A single tear rolls down my cheek and quickly wipe it away. I follow JJ into her neighborhood and park in front of her house. She is waiting for me in front of the door. I take the chance to look at her perfect features and brace myself, this is no time to mess up. I exit the car, a smile on my lips as she smirks to me seductively.

"Aren't you excited anymore?" She teases seeing I take my time.

"I'm just taking the time to admire the woman waiting for me." I smirk back and she chuckles. "You look stunning, did I ever tell you that?"

"Stop it." She hides her blush away. "You're making me shy."

"Good sign, then." I chuckle and she lets me in.

            She doesn't answer but opens the door letting me come into the beautiful place. I go to the living room while JJ goes to her room to get comfy. She comes back wearing a hoodie which makes her look really cute and with two glasses of white wine in hand.

"For you, beautiful." She smiles excitedly.

"Why are you all excited?" I chuckle looking at her.

"I was really waiting for that moment, alone with you." She states looking through my eyes.

"Oh, really?" I smirk and look seductively into her eyes. "And why exactly?"

"Can I take that back?" She points to my glass, and I narrow my eyes not understanding.

"Yeah?"

"Fine, it'll be easier." She says taking my glass away from me.

"Easier to do what?" I chuckle.

"This." She turns and sits on my lap facing me.

"I like this." I bit my lip, and she gets closer.

"Do you want it as much as I do?" She whispers leaning in and putting her hands on both sides of my head gently.

"I don't think I can want something more than that, right now." I whisper back almost pleading for her lips to meet mines already.

"No one will stop us this time." She smirks.

"They better not." I smirk back and make her close the gap by softly putting my hand behind her head.

            The kiss is passionate, nothing rough, just two people who deeply needed to taste each other love. We deepen the kiss before looking at each other clearly needing some air. The look on her face is nothing I've ever experienced before; she is looking at me with so much lust and desire.

"This was..." I breathe out.

"Needed, so much needed." She puts her forehead against mine. "Ever since we've danced together at your stupid mafia party, this is the only thing I'm thinking about."

"The day I saw you in Paris with Em, she told me a lot about you, and I've told her I needed a JJ in my life." I chuckle. "Turns out you're the only JJ I want in my life."

"Get used to it then." She leans in again and the same powerful feeling invades my body.

"What do you want to do tonight?"  I whisper softly once we stop kissing.

"We can cook, then watch a movie and cuddle?"  She smiles touching my lips with her thumb.

"Sounds good to me, as long as I can do that." I kiss her softly. "As often as I want to."

"Please, do." She leans in and ghosts my lips knowingly.

            We kiss for another good five minutes before cooking some chicken and pasta. Then, we start watching TV, but she quickly falls asleep. I decide it's time to go to bed and I carry her to her bedroom.

"Cuddle with me." She whispers half asleep.

"Give me a sec, I'll put on some shorts, and I'll be right back." I kiss her forehead and go to the bathroom quickly.

            This night went well and I'm very lucky to have such a wonderful woman by my side tonight. Finally, being on the bright side might as well be something amazing.