Loving Her (TeacherxStudent)

Chapter 10.

We kiss passionately. I snapped back into reality. Oh my god I'm kissing my ice queen of a teacher. I pull back and my eyes is still closed afraid to see the disproving look on her face. I slowly open my eyes to see nothing but anger and hurt displayed on her face.

"Oh my god I'm so sor- before i could finish Ms. Davis slammed her hands on the desk and yelled "Get out of my classroom now." I flinched at her voice and dropped my head. How could I do this. I let my feelings for her get in the way of professional boundaries.

I opened the door taking one last look at Ms. Davis and said "I'm so sorry." And left the classroom. I let the tears run down my face. How could I be this stupid and do something that could jeopardized her career. I don't feel like going to lunch or my next class so I'm going to sit in my mom's office, for the rest of the day.

I enter her office and immediately plop on her couch.

"What's wrong with you." Mom asked and I'm contemplating if I should tell her what really happened. Oh fuck it.

"I have a crush on Ms. Davis and i let my feelings take over as i kissed her and then she yelled at me. It honestly scared me so i ran out the room. Now i don't want to face her anymore. I said in one breath letting the tears roll down my eyes.

My mom just came and sat right next to me. I immediately sat up and gave her a hug as i softly cried on her shirt.

"It's okay, i get it, you like her but you let that emotional feeling take over that you didn't stop to realize the position she is in." Mom softly said while stroking my back. I sat up and dried my tears.

"I realized that she could lose her career but i didn't stop. I just wanted her to feel what I've been feeling. We've been getting closer this past week and my feelings only grew stronger for her, but i didn't stop to think about hers..." That's when i realized something. "Oh my god i need to go apologize to her sincerely."

"Go do what you have to do I'll email your teacher and tell them you are with me. Make sure you come back to my office is things don't work out." I nodded my head and left her office.

I walked down the hall. I knocked on Ms. Davis' door. I hear a 'come in'. So i open the door. "Before you say anything i just wanted you to hear me out please." I practically begged her. She reluctantly agreed.

"I know i crossed the line, i know that kissing you was very inappropriate and i didn't realize your feelings. I'm so sorry for what i caused and i hope you can forgive me." I said holding my breath she doesn't yell at me.

"Your right you did cross a line but so did I. Can you just leave so i can clear my head about this." She said above a whisper her voice cracked laced with pain and hurt.

I only nodded my head and whispered softly "I'm very sorry." I left the room not sparing her a glance. As tears falls from my eyes i go to my mom's office and sobs in her chest. The pain is something that I'm not used to feeling.

My mom hugged me tight and said everything is going to be okay. I wish that would be true. I lean back out of her arms and sits on her couch.

"How could this happen." I whisper my voice cracking as i try not to cry again.

"Who knows but sometimes you learn and other times you go back to the same place your in. Give her time. You know how badly she has been hurt. Sometimes it can take a person longer to realize different things. All you have to do is be strong." Mom said softly.

"I don't know if I can, the things i feel towards her is different. When she laughers with me my whole mood brightens up and i instantly grin. She has this effect on me that i can't explain." I closed my eyes.

"I know sweetie i see how she is with you. And i see how her whole face lights up when your around. Just please give the situation time. I promise it's going to be ok." Mom said and leaned in to give me a hug.

I hope everything is going to be ok. I yawned feeling sleepy.

"Get some rest I'll wake you up when I'm about to leave." She said and instantly i fall asleep.

I feel someone shaking me. I groan.

"Hey Peyton get up I'm about to leave." I groan at that and my eyes slightly open. I see mom sitting next to me. I get up and stretch.

"Hey come on I'll drive us home." I nodded my head. My car was still in the shop.

We walked out her office and head outside to her car. I turn my head to see none other than Ms. Davis getting in her car as well. We locked eyes and from here i can see her mask is gone with that is hurt. I caused that. I looked away and signed. I got in the car and watched her drive away.

"Hey everything is going to be okay." Mom said as she started driving. I only nodded my head. Not trusting my voice.

All i feel is pain. And i caused her that hurt and sadness.

I hope i can get through this. Like mom said everything is going to be okay.