It's been a week since i kissed Ms. Davis and all she does is ignore me. She doesn't even spare me a glance. I guess i saw that coming. I crossed several lines. Annabelle came over a day later and i told her i kissed her. She flipped her shit saying she saw that coming.
I still feel really bad. My mom knows i have a crush on her but she doesn't mind. I had a conversation about teacher student relationship she said she didn't care and you can't help who you fall in love with. So if i was to ever date Emily Davis then mom would be fine with it.
That just gives me hope. I want to have a conversation with her today but i don't want to push her.
I go to my shower hoping i can clear my head. I get out and pick a tank top with a flannel shirt and black rip jeans. With black combat boots.
I put my hair in a messy bun. I grabbed my phone and wallet as i head downstairs to the kitchen. I see mom about to leave.
"Bye Mom I'll see you later love you." I kissed her cheek
"Bye sweetie love you too." Mom looked back at me and left the house.
I had about an hour to get to school so i went to Starbucks. I locked the door behind me and got in my car. I drive off playing some music.
I enter Starbucks and got my usual order. I got my coffee and sat in the back. I was just on my phone and i noticed a figure sit down in front of me. I looked up and instantly felt my jaw drop. Ms. Davis looked breathtaking with her black dress that shows her curves and some cleavage. She's also have black heels. And light pink lipstick. I could kiss those lips all day.
I hear her clear her throat. My face is probably crimson i was just caught checking her out.
"My eyes are up here." She said with a knowing smirk. If it was possible my cheeks turned more red from embarrassment.
"Sorry." I muttered.
"Anyways what brings you to sit with me i thought you was ignoring me and i wouldn't blame you." I looked up at her.
She signed "i know ive been ignoring you. It's just weird and it was a total mistake that shouldn't have happened." Hearing those words made a lump in my throat. She said it was a mistake so she doesn't feel the same. I'm stupid.
"Peyton are you ok." She sounded worried.
I swallowed the lump and said " Y-yea I'm ok, i should get going." I stood up without sparing her another glance. I run to my car and get in it.
The drive to school was hard. I brought my hands to my eyes to feel I've been crying. I let more tears fall. I wipe them before i get into the school. I instantly head to my mom's office. I open her door and close it before i head to the couch.
"Hey what's wrong and did you just get here."
"Yea and nothing in wrong." I lied
"No something is wrong." Mom said sitting on the couch beside me.
"I ran into Ms. Davis at Starbucks and she was sitting with me. She was ignoring me so i said what brings you to sit with me. She told me the kiss was wrong and it was a mistake. I don't know just hearing her say that just made me want to cry. And then i ran out." I said all in one breath.
"Wow okay so i don't think she meant that i just think she was referring to the consequences she could get in. But it was also bad on her part to say that. I mean she probably knows how the kiss effected you. Give the situation time i bet it'll play out in your favor." Mom said
"I know and i will try. Thank you. And can you write me a note saying i was with you. I'm going back to class." I stood up.
"Yea of course, just come back if you need to." She wrote me a note.
"Always. Bye Mom." I opened her door.
"Bye love you." I left her office and headed down to art.
We are doing another free drawing so this is easy for me. The bell rings and it's time to face Ms. Davis.
I see Annabelle and i walk up to her and give her a hug.
"Where the hell was you." She playfully hit my arm.
"Something happened before i came to school and i just went to my mom's office." We enter the classroom and i see Ms. Davis at her desk.
Don't look her way
Don't look at her
Don't giver her the satisfaction.
Don't, i turned my head and already saw she was looking at me. Im trying to read her but understand that cold glare i can't.
I get in my seat and saw Annabelle look between me and Ms. Davis. Please don't say anything.
"You totally kissed her again." She whispered yelled. I turned red
"No i didn't. We just ran into each other at Starbucks and she said the kiss was a mistake and that's why I was in my mom's office." I looked at the desk.
Before Annabelle could react the bell rung. Ms. Davis tells us to get out our essays were working on. Me and Annabelle are still writing when the bell rings.
"Alright class that's it for today make sure you bring your essays tomorrow. And Peyton can i have a word." She looked at me and i hesitatily nodded my head.
"Go don't wait up for me." I tell Annabelle. She just nodded her head and shut the door as she left.
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Loving Her (TeacherxStudent)
RomansPeyton Carter, shy 18 year old just so happens to fall in love with a teacher who's known as an ice queen and a cold hearted bitch Emily Davis, 27 she's known as the cold hearted bitch when really she has been hurt way too many times that she has he...