Loving Her (TeacherxStudent)

Chapter 19.

Emily's POV

"What do you want to know." I uttered those words trying to prepare myself. "Wait before i say anything let's go to my car please." I let out a shaky breath. She only nodded.

We got up and left the cafe. We entered my car. I took a few deep breaths calming myself because I know some of the questions she's going to ask.

"Go ahead and ask." I deeply swallowed.

She nodded her head, "Okay i already know your a big softy but why are you an ice queen that people say." There it is the one question that tells parts of my life.

I take a few deep breaths. "You don't have to-"

I cut her off, "No i want to just give me a minute." She inhaled and nodded.

"I didn't really have a childhood..." I took another deep breath. "My p-parents.. made me do things that i had no interest in doing." I chuckled with no humor. "I came out to my parents at 16 they didn't like that i was gay so they told me when I turned 18 i had to marry a man." I inhaled and looked at Peyton and judging by her face she's listening so i go on. " We got married, we didn't love each other, he helped me make good money. I worked for him and he had a savings account for me. We was never in love so we decided to divorce after 2 years. I had good money so i decided to go to college." I felt Peyton wipe the tears from my eyes.

"Take your time." Peyton encourage me. That's what I love about her she doesn't rush me.

"In my junior year i met this girl Kate or Katie as i call her-"

"Wait before you go on do you remember her last name." I looked at her trying to get what she was trying to say.

"I do her last name is Brown."

I see Peyton gasp and tears rolls down her eyes. I narrow my eyes at her.

"Did she have light brown hair, blue eyes and a nose ring."

I nodded "Yes she did why do you want to know this."

"Fuck." Peyton muttered "Fuck, fuck."

"What the hell is wrong with you." I slightly yelled.

"You dated my sister well half sister. We both have different dad's."

"Wait what... No it can't. Her whole name is-

"Kaitlyn Amber Brown." We both said at the same time.

"Fuck." We both yelled at the same time.

"You know she caused me a lot of pain, she cheated on me with my cousin."

"Let me guess her name was Maria." She laughed.

"Yes how you know this." She shook her head and didn't say anything. "Please tell me how." I demanded in a pleading tone.

Tears runs down her cheeks." She's the same person Kate brought over one year i think for Christmas in London and i got to meet her. She told me she was her girlfriend. I welcomed that girl with open arms."

I can't believe this all this time she was cheating on me with my cousin and i didn't know.

"The crazy part about this whole thing is one day Kate came back to London with Maria and two days after Maria is knocking on my door to see if Kate was here. I told her no. She had left and i haven't talked or seen her since. Kate was one of the reasons why i moved with my dad here." I shook my head this information is crazy.

"So when she told me she was visiting her family in California she was actually in London. This is fucked up. I actually really loved her i still kind of do. She broke my heart and i was hurt and betrayed a lot in my life." I laugh at this with no humor in it.

"I'm so sorry for the way your parents treated you, i know how it feels to not have a parent support you." I furrowed my eyebrows.

"What do you mean?" I questioned

"The whole reason i moved here was because I came out to my mom and she said i couldn't live with her anymore, that i was a disappointment, and how my dad didn't want me. So i really didn't have a great relationship with my dad, but i called him to see if i could live with him and his wife Sam. Sam is like a real mother to me." She chuckled shaking her head.

Damn we both have went through shit in the past.

We just stare at each other. We both lean in and our lips meet. The kiss shows all the emotions. Support, it's tender and passionate. We both pulled back and opened our eyes at the same time. We continue to stare at each other until Peyton clears her throat.

"Thank you for telling me and trusting me with this. I will never hurt you." She shows emotions in her words.

"And thank you for telling me your part. Trusting me with this information." I lean in to give her another kiss. Peyton sits there frozen for a second then proceeds to kiss me with much love and the kiss is slow letting each other know we are both here for each other.

Peyton is the first one to pull back but keeps her forehead pressed against mine. We stare at each other more.

We give each other a hug.

"Alright i think i should head back home, i told mom i wouldn't be out long. Have a good night Emily." She grabs the car handle.

"Have a good night Peyton." She waves at me and closes the door. I see her head inside her car and take off.

I touch my lips and sign

I'm totally fucked.