If I.

|Chapter 49|

Back after five years! Read notes after chapter for update!

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Frans POV

"What does he want!?" I hissed at Liz, my manager. We were now in a spare bedroom in the suite.

"He sent you flowers and said he wants to see you!" She whispered.

I glared at her. How did Christian know where I was? He must of seen the photos from the airport. Why won't he leave me alone?

"Tell him to go away and that I never want to see him again!" I gritted my teeth. I shouldn't even be worrying about this, I should be focusing on fixing my relationship.

Liz nodded and left the room.

I pressed my palm to my forehead and took a deep breath. When will I get a break?

"Francis?" Harry called from the doorway.

I didn't turn around, I just continued to stare out the large window of the hotel room.

"Yes?" I mustered, I couldn't look at him. I felt the guilt linger in my chest.

"Are we still going to the movie premiere? The girls are waiting" he voice was soft. It made me feel worse.

I finally turned around and saw him in his gorgeous suit. His hair swept across his face, and his lips pink as ever. Why do I continue to hurt him?

He frowned when I didn't respond.

"Are you okay?" His words made me think. Was I okay? Why couldn't I find the words to answer him?

He walked further into the room. He slowly approached me and took my hands into his.

"Talk to me" his voice low, his eyes focused on me.

"I can't" my voice cracked. He continued to stare at me, "I did something" I pulled away from him and sat down on the bed.

He took a deep breath, and sat beside me. His shoulders slumped. I turned to look at him and my heart fell. I knew he was thinking the worst.

"Fran you didn't..." he shook his head.

I went to speak but was interrupted with the door opening. There Mona stood in the doorway. "Carson and I decided to ditch the premiere.... We're gonna go get dinner.. do you guys need anything?" She asked.

Harry didn't say anything.

"We're good" I lied. Mona nodded and left.

I sighed. I didn't want to face this right now. I wasn't ready. But I had to tell him so he didn't assume the worse.

"I didn't cheat.."

He looked up at me and finally breathed a sigh of relief. "Good".

"I didn't cheat, but I went out with someone. It was one dinner, I thought it was what I wanted but it wasn't. It meant nothing.." I looked down again.

"I'm sorry?" he snapped. He was standing now. His fists clenched. "I'm not sure I heard you correctly. You went out with someone? That sounds like cheating?!"

I tried to touch him but he shrugged my hands off.

"It didn't mean anything.. He hasn't left me alone since.. he's in love with me!" When the words left my mouth, I knew he would lose it.

"In love with you?!" He shouted. I winced. "Well he can have you!" He made a bee line for the door.

"No" I cried, I tried to grab his arm. "I fucked up! I just wanted attention.. I didn't think this would happen!" He paced back and forth. His hands on his head.

That's when I saw it. His eyes red.

No...

I shook my head. "Baby- please listen to me" I reached for him one more time. This time he didn't pull away. I needed him to hold me.

He stopped pacing, "Did he touch you?"

My mouth dropped.

"Did he touch you?" He repeated.

I gulped. "Yes.." I hung my head. "He kissed me..."

Once the words left my mouth, he started to shake his head. "Did you kiss him back?"

I started to cry.

"Did you?" He choked back tears.

I nodded, slumping to the floor. Harry swung and punched a hole in the wall. His fist now bloody.

"While I was waiting at home for you.. you were going behind my back!" He wiped his fist on his dress pants. His hand continued to gush with blood. "Fuck- it won't stop bleeding" he winced.

I handed him a towel and he reluctantly grabbed it. "Harry..."

He shook his head, "I can't look at you".

My heart broke. I watched him leave and slam the door behind him. I buried my head in my hands and sobbed all night.

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To be continued...

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It's been five years.... Yes five years. I needed a break, but I am inspired to start writing again. I hope everyone enjoys!

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