Addictive Violences

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Grab my jaw you'll find my muscles
fighting for every breath to hold me back.
Feel my skin crawl around me trying to keep me still from reacting.
The cold air takes away every breath from my gaping mouth and steals it from my voice.
I can't cry out to you right now;
But oh do you see it lost in life and I can't call out, because I can't talk right now.

Ah, hold my throat and follow my veins
they bleed for love;
Take hold of my body and bury me deep into your chest,
Cus the cold takes every ounce of strength I have left to not break.
I can't come to you right now;
But oh do you sense the loss of life I can't call for, because I forgot its light can shine on me.

Shake my shoulders and throw me
over cus I don't want to go under;
Take control cus I've lost all my feeling and I don't know if I'm standing anymore.
The frozen waters hold me in place as I dwell above its depths moaning below,
And gives voice to the darkness that surrounds me and forgot to echo your voice.
I can't reach for you right now;
But if you're near grab hold of me,
Whisper in my ear that you're here,
I want to feel something real.

I'll stay in the cold,
stay till I'm warmed,
Stay till I can feel something worth the living.
And if it never happens let me sink
and become part of a greater hole.
But oh until then don't let the cold get to my heart - it's almost there
My hands are trying to feel if you are here.

I'd rather suffer in freedom
Than to have peace in conquest
But now that you're here
I know it's never so simple.

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