Supernatural Oneshots! (Destiel, Sabriel, Michifer, Adamandriel and more!)

#8

Nothing special here I just haven't posted in a while so here's you dying ig

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This is not the way I thought I was gonna go" You choke out, reaching down to feel the blood soaking through your shirt. You take a shaky breath, trying to stop the stinging tears from rolling down your face.

"Just shut up y/n. You'll be fine." Dean was holding you on his knees and you could tell he was doing everything not to break down. You slowly shake your head and turned it to face Sam, a look of disbelief the only expression showing.

"No, Dean. I won't. You know that." Dean bit his lip, trying to remain calm for you.

"Cmon y/n. We need you" Sam kneeled beside you, wiping away a tear you hadn't realized fell.

"But I'll finally be free. I can't leave this life any other way, I don't want to hunt anymore." You confess and you close your eyes for a moment, but a tear falls anyway.

"So you'd rather die instead?" Dean almost sobbed out, and the jolt of his body against yours made you wince.

"To be honest, yes. I'm too tired and there's no other way to escape this job. You have to let me go, I'm not happy here." You feel yourself getting weaker and weaker as the pain in your stomach seems to increase.

"Don't you dare close your eyes. Don't you dare leave me here!" Dean yells.

"But it's creepy to die with your eyes open" you try to laugh, but it's just too painful. "Dean, I'm free, no more pain, just me and whatever comes next." You hear Sam stifle a sob, his Adam's apple bobbing up in down in his throat.

"We can't lose you. We have nothing else." You couldn't tell who said that, your vision was blurry and the voice was fuzzy and distant

"I love you guys so much. I'm really sorry."

"Don't apologize. There's no need to apologize for something you can't control." Sam tried to comfort you.

"Like death" you say, the word weird now that you were talking about yourself. "I'm dying. Holy hell I'm dying." You attempt to make yourself used to the idea, and a smile spreads across your face. "No more suffering. No more hunting. No more loss." Each breath becomes more and more painful, you reach a hand up to wipe away tears, which only leaves a streak of blood from your fingers across your face.

"You can't be happy. You can't be smiling about dying while we're stuck without you. You can't leave us. We need you." Dean was trying to be strong, but his voice kept breaking. Sam was being too quiet, but you could hear his breathing loud through the werewolf's now empty hideout.

"Dean you said you always wanted what was best for me. You said you always wanted me to be happy. I want to go. And I have for so long, you have to see that."

Sam was trying to say something but he couldn't get it out.

"Say goodbye to Cas for me."

"Say bye to me yourself." Castiel stood in the doorway, he himself covered in blood, looking just as weak.

"Cas? Are you ok? You look like shit" You wanted to go, but you didn't want to say your last goodbyes.

"Don't worry about me. I'm sorry this is happening y/n. You fought well." Cas attempted to smile, but you could tell he was in just as much pain as the other boys.

"Cas save her" Sam begged. His voice was low and pleading.

"I- I can't." Cas said ashamed. "I'm so sorry y/n. I'm too weak"

"No Cas, it's ok. I want this" you smile at him, and you could hear your body screaming at you to be done. "Goodbye ladies" Dean laughs at the group nickname, and kisses your forehead softly. You reach out your non-bloody hand to Sam and he takes it, the touch familiar and warm. Cas smiles and nods at you, and you smile back. You take one last shaky breath, before whispering out one more thing. "don't invite Charlie to my funeral. I can't have her seeing me at my worst."

Sam smiled, understanding immediately.

"Wait... you're into Charlie?" Dean asked, shocked but in a good way.

"Duh" you breathe out. A peaceful sensation over took you, the feeling of emptiness and a new beginning pulling you down. You felt like you were flying up but sinking down at the same time. It was so calming, not scary, but warm and welcoming. You smile at the sky and close your eyes, letting your body relax and you feel the pain disappear until you know there will be no more pain because at last, you are finally free.