Chanmin's POVHow is it to feel love? Is it a good feeling? I never feel one ever since I'm born, maybe... My parent leave me alone, they died in a flight crash. I was told they are died when I was 2 years old. Since then, I lived in an orphanage. There's many kids that got same story as me.
In that place, it feels like hell everyday. They always treat us slave. The staff there only be kind when people come to adopt us or special event. When we dont do what they say, they will hit us. Of course, they hit at clothed part.
As I grew up, I always defend the younger ones, so I got many marks on my body but I dont care. When I turn 18, a lawyer meet me at school. They talk about my parents' will. My parent's house or our house will be mine. Their inheritance will goes to me.
The lawyer said he will take care of the orphanage to get me out of there and get to live on my own, only if I want it. I feel guilty about that, cause I need to leave the others but I promised to myself to come there one day. So, I made decision and the lawyer agreed to it.
1 week later
It's been a week I lived alone. I still go to the same school since it's only few months before graduate. The house is nice, spacious for me. When I first moved here, I took 3 days to clean all the dusty and all. Also, the lawyer said he will come here once a month to check on me until I graduate or find my work maybe, I dont remember.
Luckily the house is an apartment, so I dont have to move around too much. I found a book of album, photo album. I saw my parent, smiling holding baby me. Unconsciously I smile looking the pictures.
After graduation
My lawyer or just Yoongi hyung helped me rolled into a university of my choice. Also I got the scholarship, so I dont have to worry about fees but just focus on my studies. After a month the classes start, I find a part time job.
I found one, at new PC games shop near my house. I work there after class, and full day on weekend. Yoongi hyung said I dont need to work, but I need to. My parents money will finish one day if I dont start work and saving.
I really enjoy my work time at that place (who wouldn't right?) One day, a girl come and play for one day, I mean from the moment she came until near the close time. She come the next day too. Then, she's not coming. I wait for her to come.
I dont know. There's something about her that attracted me. A month later, she come again and do the same thing. I walk pass her pc when I'm back from the toilet and look at her pc. She's playing PUBG, casually killing enemies using sniper. 'Woah this girl really a gamer!'
Then, she come the next day too and disappear. The next month, she come again. "Hey Miss.. I noticed this is the third time you came here. And you came here once a month and only weekend. Is there any reason? You're busy study?" I ask her out of curious.
She giggles. 'Oh man! That giggles are so cute and elegant..' "Yeah I'm busy with my schedules. I only get off 2 days and spend it here since my dorm is too small to set a pc." she answer. "Oh okay.. Enjoy your game" I smile and she walk cutely to her selected pc.
At 10pm, I close the shop and walk home. I stop by convenience store since I crave for some icecream and buy some foods. I get in the store and hear the cashier like getting angry at someone. I pick my stuffs and quickly go to counter to look what happen.
'Gamer girl' "How can you come here without money?!!" the cashier nags at her. I put my things on counter. "I'm sorry on my sister's behavior" I pull her behind me. "She come here without waiting for me closing the shop. I'll pay everything she takes" I bow to the cashier.
The cashier seems calm a bit and start scan all the things and I pay it. "I'm really sorry" I bow again before get out the store while holding her wrist. We walk to a park nearby. "Err thanks" she take away her hand. "Sorry" I bow. "Where's your money go? Or you didn't bring extra money?" I ask her since she's quiet.
"I didn't bring extra money, I thought I brought extra earlier.. I'll pay your money later. Give me the receipt" she say. "No need and I already throw in there" I point the trash bin. "Ah.. How about I treat you dinner?" she say. "This is my dinner" I show the plastic bag. "It's okay. You dont need to pay me back." I say sincerely. "Okay if you say so." she play with her fingers.
"You're coming tomorrow too? Playing games?" I ask her while sitting at bench. She sit beside me. She nods. "Want icecream? I bought 2." I offer the icecream and she take it. We eat icecream quietly. Suddenly, the sound of thunder appear. She hug me and put her head on my side.
I was kinda shock but remain calm. "You're afraid of thunder?" I pat her head. She nods. "Finish the icecream and I'll walk you home, okay?" She release the hug and continue eat the icecream but still tug on my hoodie. 'Cute!'
It's been few months after that incident. Whenever she come to play, I'll walk her to her dorm after work. Today's marked 7 months since our first incident. I decided to confess to her.
We're now in front of her dorm. "Umm.. Mina!" I stop her getting inside. She hummed while smiling. 'Oh man! I'm weak to that smile..' "I wanna tell you that I.. uh..." She raised her brows.
I take a deep breath. "I like.. nope love you.. Since you first came the the shop. I dont know there's something attract me. I like the way you focused to your game and all.. Also you're quite cute like a penguin, an elegant one." She stay quiet. "It's okay if you're not feel the same. We can be friends." I smile weakly after the friend word. I look down at my shoes.
She still quiet. "Ah.. It's already late and you'll be busy again tomorrow. I'll go now" I turn my way to home. She call me when I already 10 meter far from her. "Chanmin ah!" she walk to me and hold the back of my shirt.
I turn to her. "Yes?" I smile to her. "I like you too" Her face turns red. "Really?" I excitedly ask her. She nod and still look down. I hold up her chin. "Dont be shy with me.. jagiya.." I tease her. She hide her face on my chest. I hug her.
"Mina ah.. You know, I dont have anyone in this world to protect and now, I have you. Right now, I dont have anything to give you as gift, I cant promise you the finest things in world, but I can promise I give you the best of me. Also, you're my first love, so its an honor right?" I tease her.
"Chanmin ah.. I dont need your money and I give you my best too!" she kiss my cheek. Its my turn to turn red. "Aish! You beat me.. This cant be.." I peck her lips and giggles. Now we're both turns red.
"Ah.. So this is how love feels.. I never feel anything before I met you" I peck her again. She hide again. "I'll give you more love from now..." she mumbles on my chest but I still can hear it.
Suddenly, it turns silent. Mina look up and see me pouting my lips. "You said wanna gives more love.." I whisper. She hides again. I hold her face "I love you Mina" and kiss her passionately.
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