The last Phoenix

New hope

"Congratulations my dear,you're officaly a phoenix,i'm proud on you"-Frigga said and hugged me,Allfather makes a celebration because after long long time,Asgard and Vanheim are finally allies.I started to remebrer how it was beautiful when i came here with my mother,how people were happy and satisifed.

"Are you okay Alena,you seem very distant"-Sif asked with concern,when i came to Asgard after my mother's death,she was and stayed my first best friend,she's always here to help,she's like older sister to me."I'm fine,i just remembered something"-i replied with weak smile,looking at her,but she had sadness in her eyes."Sif,what's going on,you can tell me everything,let's go to the balcony"-i said and we headed to the balcony,on Asgard is still winter,the ground is covered with snow,the sky was grey,with a little stars who are trying to break thorugh the heavy clouds."I'm so sorry about your loose,Alena,we here heard that you lost a daughter,i was so angry on myself because i wasn't there to protect you,if i was there,she would be here with you and Loki"-she said,but she looks like something is bothering her."Sif,something else is bothering you,tell me"-i said with concern in my voice,what if she know something about my brother."I don't know if Loki told you about Analleta and him","he told me,keep going"-i said and she sighed heavely."What he didn't tell you is that,i don't know how to say but Analleta was pregnant with his child"-she said and i became pale,just when things started to get better,a painful turnaround happened."What happend to the child"-i ask,trying not to break in a cry,"she aborted her"-Sif said,looking at me with tears in her eyes,"wait,she was pregnant with a girl"-i asked,sadly and she noded,how he could lie to me about that,in that moment,i started to feel dizzy,my breathing became heavely."Alena,are you okay,breathe"-Sif said,trying to calm me,but in vain."Sif,can you help me to go to my chambers,i don't feel good"-i asked,still breathing heavely.She noded,taking my hand and taking me to the chambers,"Sif,what is going on"-Frigga ask,looking at my pale figure."Your highness,Alena isn't feeling good,i'm taking her to the chambers"-Sif replied,bowing to her."I'll take her,she's in a good hands"-Frigga said and take my arm,slowly leading me to the chambers.When we arrived,she placed me on the chair,to brush my hair like when i was little."Sweetie,what upset you,that you became pale like a snow"-Frigga asked,brushing my hair gently,then my strength failed me and i break in a cry.She came and hugged me tightly,caressing my hair,"he lied to me,why he didn't tell me"-i sobbed,and Frigga looked at me strangely."Who lied to you,tell me"-she said,taking my face in her palms,wiping tears from my cheeks.I gathered my strength and answered"Loki,he told me that he had an affair with Analleta,i forgive him,but he didn't tell me that she was pregnant"-i said,still crying,in that moment,he came and looked at me with sad eyes."I'll leave you two alone"-Frigga said and she leave the chambers,i stood up to change in a black silk night dress.I was on the balcony,looking at the view in front of my eyes,slowly forgotting what i heard from Sif.From my daydreaming,i was interuptted by two warm and strong hands around my body."Wy are you ignoring me"-he asked,moving my hair on the other side,placing his head on my shoulder and kissing my neck gently and slowly.I pulled from his hands and goes inside,then i break in a cry again,he came and took me in his arms,caressing my hair."Why you didn't tell me"-i sobbed,trying not to throw myself in his arms.

"Why you didn't tell me that Analleta was pregnant with your daughter,why are you stashing it from me"-i asked looking at his eyes,which are now red and full of tears of sadness."I-i d-didn't know how to tell you that,so i was hiding it,you don't know how it was hard not to tell you,i was scared that you would leave me"-he said,throwing himself in my arms."I didn't tell you,because i was thinking that you would leave me and that i will be alone,i can't live without you,you are the first person who pay attention on me when we were children.I can't imagine my life without you"-he said,sobbing in my arms,i took his face in my arms,looking at these blue orbs.He closed his eyes,leaning his head in my palm,i took his face and kissed him passionately,forgotting about everything,we pulled away,looking at eachother.He took me in his arms,placing me gently on the bed,removing his clothes,i always forgot how he is perfect,he hovered above my body,gently kissing me like i was a porcelain doll."I forgive you,i can't live without you too,you're my everything,i love you"-i whispered,feeling his soft lips on my shoulder,i took his face in my palms,his blue eyes became darker with pure lust.He took my palm and placed a kiss inside of the palm,placing palm on his strong and warm chest."I swear that i will never,ever hide my secrets from you,my love i promise"-he said,looking at me,lowering his head to my neck,placing not so innocent kiss."That night dress looks so good on you,but i bet that it looks better on the ground"-he whispered,tooking my night dress,leaving me totally exposed to him and i left other to your imagination.