Getting Stung By Bees With You.. TUBBO X READER

Not a chapterrr

Hi everyone, it's currently 1:30 am where I am and I just wanted to say I'm sorry if I don't upload for a bit sometimes? Idk how to put it, but I've just been feeling so unmotivated, lately I've been feeling really self conscious about myself and how I look mainly. Lol I've been binge watching a show on Netflix.
So here's the thing, usually I would wake up ever on weekends witch would piss me off , and I would wake up late on weekdays, so on the holidays (now) I've tried to sleep in, but let's just say it's became a habit now, I'd wake up anywhere between, 10-12 in the morning and i would waste half my day already, then in like, a flash, GODS LIKE; HAHA GUESS WHAT BITCH ITS AFTERNOON ALREADY HAHAHA NO GOING OUT FOR U BITCH. So the only time im really awake IS WHEN I SHOULD BE SLEEPING! Fuck life man- you know fun fact, i used to be scared of the dark, well no, what was in the dark, BUT NOW I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS ABOUT WHO IS ABOUT TO SNATCH MY WEAVE, IN FACT, I HOPE SOMEONE DOES CAUSE I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH LIFE RIGHT NOW!. Ehem.. Sorry, but if it couldnt get any worse, my parents are body shaming me, telling me to eat healthier like bitch this is my body and ill do what i want with it. Theyve always known im self conscious about my weight (I'm like 20 pounds more than an average girl my age..) yet they still shame me. So my depression has gotten worse YAY! I've been trying to work out, even go as far as FUCKING STARVE MYSELF, yet nothing is working.

So If I don't post I'm sorry, I'm probably crying over my body, but on that note, I will be adding a new part tomorrow :))
Stay healthy kids
And just saying if I don't upload for a month straight, you know where I am

IN HELL BABY! 🙏🏻☠️

It's currently 1:42 am and ima set a sleep timer
Good day lovelies ❤️