J'Riley
I can't believe I just seen Nybree the love of my life. She really didn't love me though. She never replied when I said that I loved her but i've been following her for a while and Today I Gain the. Courage to talk to her. What y'all thought I just ran into her oh hell no I do my research. I'm going to kill Jay and then Me and Nybree and Our son Jayon Oh and our unborn child can all be a family.
D'Asia
When we got in the car to drive home I felt a pain in my stomach. But I just blew it off. Until another one came. Nybree saw me in pain.
N: D are you okay
D: Yea I'm fine just a stomach ache
N: oh ard
The pain went away I started driving. When we got to the house I went straight upstairs to throw up. After I was finish having my head in the toilet for about twenty minutes I brushed my teeth and August came home.
D: Hey babe
A: Wassup love
He came and gave me a hug. He smelt like cheap perfume and I immediately got mad.
D: August Anothony Alsina why the fuck do you smell like cheap ass perfume!
A: Bae what ate you talking about
I knew he was drunk and it wasn't even five o' clock. Then I seen the lipstick stain on his shirt.
D: August I'm not playing who the hell is she
A: What are you talking bout
D: Stop fuvking with me
A: Maybe I was at my mommas house
D: Okay I'll call and ask her
A: Go right ahead
I called mama Alsina and his story check out.
D: You lucky
A: Yea okay.
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Two weeks later
D'Asia
It's been two weeks since I accused August of cheating but nowadays I feel like he is. I been stressing a lot lately. I feel like I have nobody but Emani. She always brightens my day. Nybree stops by sometimes to check on me but it's like all I do is stress. August comes in the house late every night all we do is argue about him doing what he does. I know he is cheating. I just know it. My thoughts were interupted by a sharp pain in my stomach. The pains got worse and worser. I called Nybree but she didn't answer. I only had one person left to call.
D: Alpha can you come get me and take me to the hospital.
A: Sure I'm on my way
He came in five minutes. When we got to the hospital. Alpha and Emani stayed in the waiting room. The doctor came in with a sad look on her face.
Doc: I'm sorry ms. Carter but your baby didn't make it.
D: Wait what are you talking about I- I did everything right.
Doc: I'm sorry to say due to stress you had a miscarriage.
I felt a tear slip down my face. Alpha, Emani, and Nybree walked in my room. With sad faces. All I could do was cry. This is all August fault. He made me stress because of him I lost my child. And he's not even here.
D: I want to go home
I said with no emotion
N: I'll take you
A: I'll keep Emani I'll bring her back Monday.
We all left to go home. When I got in the house I went to the kitchen and got a bottle of vodka. I rolled a blunt and let everything take over as I cried and cried.
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It was damn near six and I had rolled six blunts and drank two whole bottles of vodka. I heard the door open and I knew it was August cheating ass. I turned the kitchen light on causing him to jump a Lil.
D: August where tf you been no scratch that shit you know where I been. I been to the hospital because of you because I was FUCKING STRESSING OVER YOU I HAD A DAMN MISCARRIAGE!!!! BECAUSE OF YOU YOU MADE ME STRESS AUGUST I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!! AND I KNOW YOU FUCKING CHEATING. With that being said I walked out of his face. I went upstairs and packed my shit. I didn't know where I was going but I was leaving from here. I goty all my shit I didn't know where I was going but I don't want to leave my body but I had to it hurt me so bad to do this but I need to do this shit. For me so I can find myself. I got in the car with tears just streaming down my face shit. Why does this have to happen to me?? What did I do to deserve this shit? Is this all my fault????
