The jet ride was mostly silent, I sat with Elle the whole time talking about Jareau and how we ended things.
"So she just said she didn't wanna be with you?" Elle says lowly
"Yes Elle she said she wanted to break up" I sigh
"Did you ask her why?"
"No Elle and quite frankly I don't care why, I'm not what she wants so she's not my problem"
"Don't say that"
"Well what do I say?"
"Do you want me to talk to her?"
"No! Stop meddling"
"Okay- I just want you to be okay"
"I am, Elle I just- I kind of really liked her"
"I know" she sighs pulling me into a hug.
I spent the rest of the jet ride avoiding eye contact with JJ and talking to my sister. Eventually I fall asleep on Elle's shoulder until we land.
"Rev... Rev wake up" Elle gently shakes me awake as everyone's getting off of the jet.
"Are we about to start on the case?" I ask
"No Hotch says we can go to the hotel to get some rest which you need..." she gives me a look
"But I'm sharing a room with Jareau" I roll my eyes
She nods
"Just try and talk to her" she says
"I don't think so" I say grabbing my bags
"Maybe she didn't mean it!"
"Why do you want us to happen so bad Elle?"
"Because I know you and I know her and I know that you guys are too stubborn to admit when you're wrong"
"Wrong about what?" I ask
"You move too fast and she has commitment issues, you both have to work together if you want it to work" she says
"Well maybe it shouldn't work" I say getting up and walking off the jet
Surprisingly enough as I was walking off the jet I found JJ at the walkway.
"C-can we talk.. please"
As much as I didn't want to talk to her I utter a "fine" before rolling my eyes
We make our way to the Hotel and get settled in before sitting down to talk.
"I didn't mean it.. what I said-"
"Yes you did I'm not going over this" I roll my eyes
"McKay will you just listen for a second" she says sternly
I look her in her eyes as she finishes her sentence
"I want to be with you I do but I feel like you deserve someone whose ready to take the next step"
"Why aren't you ready to take the next step?"
"I- it's just scary"
"Okay" I say blankly
"I don't want you to be upset, Rev"
"I'm not upset I'm just done with this conversation"
"Rev-"
"If you don't want to be together fine!" I say getting up and walking away
JJs POV
"Reverly I'm just scared okay? What if your grandma tries to transfer me because we can't be together"
"I wouldn't let that happen Jareau and you know it" she turns around
"That's not under your control"
"I am a woman of many things and the fact that you have zero faith in me just makes this whole thing even worse"
"Rev-"
"I will take care of it if that's what you're worried about"
"I-"
"Is that the only thing you're worried about Ja-"
"Will you shut the hell up!" I yell "you never let anyone else speak, you are so determined"
"I-"
"You're done speaking, it's my turn!" I get up and walk closer to her
"I want to be with you Reverly, I want to open my eyes in the morning to see you right next to me but all of this is just so scary"
She looks at the ground
"But I know I have feelings for you" I wrap my arms around her waist
She backs away
"Don't do that" she whispers
"Rev-"
"I want to tell my grandma and if we can't do that then I don't want this" she moves my hand
"Can we wait ju-"
"No Jennifer we can't wai-"
I pull her in for a kiss just to get her to shut up for once, I hate how she interrupts me.
"Please stop fucking talking" I say
She nods in response giving me a soft look
"Look I'd rather keep this between you and I until we get serious enough about our relationship"
"I'm moving too fast?" She bites her lip
I nod
"Do you know why I don't kiss or hug you behind closed doors at work?" I ask
"Why?" She says
"Because I wouldn't be able to control myself and I don't need the team hearing you moan my name through the walls" I say sternly
She raises her eyebrows
"When presented with the opportunity to kiss and squeeze you I will" I bite my lip
"When presented with the risk, you should take it"
"I'll keep that in mind just- don't be mad at me?" I make a puppy dog face
"I'm not mad Jareau I'm just-"
"There it is!" I say
"What?"
"We can tell Strauss when you're comfortable enough to call me JJ"
"That's absurd" she scoffs
"You don't think I notice how you still call me by my last name?" I step closer to her
"That's because it's cuter" she steps closer to me
"No that's because you aren't ready to accept the fact that you like me" I step closer to her
As we're inches apart she looks me in my eyes and pulls me into a rough kiss.
"It's a deal then" she smiles
"But in the meantime we get more intimate with each other" she takes my hand pulling me towards the bathroom
"Rev-"
"It's just a shower Jareau don't beat yourself up" she laughs
Just a shower she said...
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Jareau (Jennifer Jareau x OC)
FanfictionReverley McKay has been on the team for about two years and she's always hated Jennifer, they've always budded heads over any and everything. What will happen when they have their biggest fight after a night at the bar? This will have the season 5 t...
