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For some reason, training only lasted until lunch that day. "you guys can go have fun for a bit" Tanjiro said, standing up from the table and giving them a smile. "Ne Killua?" he glanced over at Gon, who was hanging from his arms on a tree branch. "yes Gon?" he smiled, "can we go swimming again? We haven't done that in a while!" he and Gon both went back into the house and changed into their swimming clothes, they actually bought some. They were just shorts that dried out easily. Gon dragged him back out of the house and he ignored Insouke and Zenitsu, he knew they were staring at him. Tanjiro smiled and waved as they made their way down though, the stream at the base of the mountain was better for swimming than the one near his rock was. Don't think about the rock, have fun. Once they got out of sight Gon picked up the pace until they were racing down the mountain.

As soon as they got to the stream Gon shoved him in and he yelped, landing on his back in the water. Gon then jumped in after him with a giggle, splashing at him. "hey!" Gon dove under the water to avoid his splash and he sighed happily. It's moments like this that I don't want to lose. And if he confessed and Gon didn't like him back, then he would. So he kept quiet, enjoying spending time with his best friend. They laughed and splashed for about 25 minutes before they both got tired, settling back onto the river bank. "I think I might like it here better than Yorknew" Gon said, "it's so peaceful" Killua snorted. "demons?" Gon shrugged, "those can easily be avoided. Also, It's not like I haven't had a near death experience before" he joked, but Killua didn't like that joke very much. I know that we're strong where we come from, but the demons are strong too.

He sighed, leaning backwards. Gon reached over and put a hand on his leg, so he looked back over at him with a slight blush, "huh?" he gave him a smile. "I just wanted to thank you" he didn't understand what that meant, what had he done right for the past couple weeks? But then, he looked into Gon's eyes and his heart rate picked up again. So beautiful, like honey. He moved in front of Gon, getting a better look at his eyes. They were entrancing, and he couldn't look away. Killua's hands trailed from Gon's legs up to his chest, feeling along the lines of the muscle. Not just his eyes, him. Gon. Gon is beautiful. He felt Gon's hands come up and touch his chest too, which made him blush a little. His right hand was tracing up to Gon's shoulder when suddenly he felt a pressure on his chest. Huh? That's when he realized what he was doing, and that Gon was trying to push him away. "K-Killua?" he snapped out of it and quickly pulled back, Damn it! "I-I'm sorry"

He got out of the water, tears forming at the corners of his eyes as he bolted back up the mountain. I screwed it up, Damn it! I shouldn't have done that! He took a long detour around the house, Killua didn't want anybody to ask questions. He stopped at his rock, sliding down onto the sunbaked stone and putting his head in his hands. Gon probably hates me now, he'll never love me. Killua felt his temporarily boosted self-esteem crash again. I'm not worthy of his love, or even his friendship anymore. He sharpened a claw and got to cutting again. Such an idiot! Why can't I do anything right? His tears blurred his vision and he started to go deeper than he used to, almost down to the bone. These took about 30 seconds to heal so he moved onto the next arm while he waited. I just ruined everything.


Gon's breath hitched slightly as Killua's hands started to trace his body, he blushed a little as he stared deep into Killua's sapphire eyes. This feels nice, but why is he doing it? Killua was staring at him with a half dazed expression. Wait, does he even realize what he's doing? He looks like he spaced out. Gon didn't hate this feeling, he actually enjoyed it. But what if Killua didn't realize what he was doing? He decided to test this by moving his own hands to Killua's chest, he saw him blush slightly but otherwise ignore it. It's like he's in some sort of trance, usually he would have freaked out and flail wildly or something. That was one of the things he always found adorable, whenever Gon touched him or complimented him he would blush and get flustered. And I love him, so why did he refuse to share the bed with me? Gon had wanted to snuggle, but Killua insisted on the floor.

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