Tokyo Revengers [One shot Story] ~

DRAKEN - - × I Dont×

What would happen if i like this certain person but he dont like me back. I was completely honest with him since day one that i have feelings for him.

I never wanted to hide it and i was completely honest with my feelings for him.

I have my reasons..
You see i have a brain tumor and probably won't last long.

I mean, whats the point of hiding it.? My time is too short for lies. Even though i never told Draken about it, i make sure i was beside him when he needs me. I wanted to show him all the love i could give him.

Spend my last remaining tine for God knows when. Im happy when im with him, he makes me forget about the fear i have on dying.

Ken was always busy with school and his gang.. Most specially with Mikey. How i wish i was Mikey sometimes so ken would never leave my side.

We are both students but I went to a different school.

He really hates it when i call him Ken and always told me to call him Draken. But, i would still choose to call him ken.

Standing at the park with Draken while eating ice cream was our favorite thing to do together.

"So ken, when will you confess your feelings for me!?" i saud with a grin on my face. Teasing him with my eyes.

"stop talking nonsense and eat your ice cream " he said slightly annoyed and not even looking at my direction.

I let out a small giggle. I walked towards him then hug his waist. Looking up, he still avoid eye contact.

" what if i die tomorrow?.. you wont be able to tell me your feelings then, you'll regret it. " i said while pouting. I wasn't lying either. All i said is true, it just sounded like i was joking.

"I told you to stop, didnt i? Geez" he said while he removes my hands on his waist. I kinda feel hurt by that sudden gesture.

"I love you Ken," was all i said while still looking at him. He finished his icecream and get on his motorbike. He isn't responding as always.

I hugged him so tight while riding his motorbike, i love his scent, I love everything about him.

My throat is itching a but so i cough a few times it taste like iron and a bit salty, i bet i was coughing blood again i have to swallow it.

Ken drive me home and was on a hurry cause they have a meeting with toman.

" hey i heard you coughing back there.. Are you okay?" he said while eyeing me.

"of course, i-im okay. I said giving him a reassuring smile.

I waved goodbye to Ken and enter the main door on my house. I saw ny mother sitting in the dining table and sobbing.

I came closer to her and asked her if whats wrong. She said, my chance of surviving the operations was nearly 20 percent or less.

She continue crying and i did too. I just don't want to do this surgery cause i know i will die anyway. All hope for me is lost. I just don't want to expect anything anymore.

My mom still wants to try, you see she hasnt given up on me yet. Luckily my dad works overseas and had been earning plenty of money thats why we could afford this surgery.

I lay down on my bed as i stared at the ceiling. thinking i should tell ken about it.. Maybe he deserve to know anyways.

I grab my phone and dialed his phone number. As i waited for him to answer i rolled back in forth on my bed.

"hello? Who is this? I was taken aback hearing a woman answered the phone, it sounds like she's my age.

I was hesitant to answer back but i did anyway.

" uhmm. Hello, this is YN kennie's friend. Is he there? " i was literally biting my thumbnail while answering it.

"He's in the bathroom right now, you can leave a msg and I'll tell him to call you back? " she said. Kenchin told me earlier that they have meeting with Toman. Maybe he lied.

"No, Thanks.. Its nothing important. May i know who is this?"  i answered.

"Emma, my name is Emma". She said. I think ive seen her before but im not really sure. But, the fact Draken lied to me was painful. Maybe he has a girlfriend all along thats why he act so cold around me. I always thought it was his ussual attitude.

I felt like my world cane crushing down from that thoughts, why couldnt he wait until I'm dead. 'Stupid Ken'.. My tears starts to fall again, I grab my jacket and run outside.

I was running so fast and doenst even know where i was heading. I look up to see the the sky is getting dark. I went to the shrine to calm myself and pray.

As i was kneeling on the shrine i could hear people talking but ignored then coz my faith is more important.

I turn to leave the shrine and walk down the stairs when i saw Mikey and the others, i tried to look for Draken in the crowd and he wasnt there.

"hey Mikey,? Where's Ken?" i called out Mikey and he turn to look at me quite surprise.

" yo! I thought he came to see you.. He left before our meeting started. He said its important. Mikey said while  looking at me a bit confused.

I couldn't answer him, i just thank him and bow. I ran towards our house direction as fast as i can. Arriving in the front of my house, i saw his motorbike inappropriately parked in the front of my house.

I entered the front door and not making a noise. I could hear my mother voice speaking so i came closer to the kitchen.

I saw Draken comforting my mom by tapping her back while she sobbed. Omg, did she told him already.

I turn to escape as i dont know how i could face ken right now. I slowly walked to the door and shutting it carefully not to make a sound.

I was taking few steps away from my house when i heard ken's voice.

"How long are you planning to keep everything from me.?" he said in a monotone and slightly shaking voice.

"Your mother told me everything thinking i was already aware that your dying. She thought you told everything to me already". He added.

My back is still facing him. I cant face him anymore.. I knew i lied, i thought i can be completely honest with him but i ended up hiding a lot of things from him.

"I-m sssorry ken, i dont want you to worry..or feel sad, i cant stand seeing you cry over me.. " i answered.

"i just want to go peacefully. Knowing i spent the remaining days of my life with you." i finally turn to look at him while giving him a reassuring smile.

I just want to see you happy ken, i want your smile to be my last memory of you. I thought.

I stare at him for a minute and he is not saying a word. We are just staring at each other.

I continue to walk away and i suddenly felt his arms holding my wrist.

"What now?! Ken, are you going to confess your feelings for me?  I said teasing him again.

Just hold me like this for a bit, i want to feel your warmth and presence. It made me so happy.

Just for now.. Im forgetting the fact that im dying...

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I no longer had the courage to continue it. Im in pain😔😢