|Mikey| - - § DEEP§

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See in life, there are times when you begin to undervalue yourself, slight or significant, but that's precisely when your obsession with a person/thing happens.

So the only way around is to rediscover yourself, going back to the depths of your mind. Long story short, when you start performing self-love, that's when all of your problems come to an end, even such- 'One-Sided Love' situations.

So as soon as you understand the true meaning and application of self-love, the better things will be.

But, what would happen if you cannot move on and forget about all your feelings for him.

You admitted it and confessed a few times but he rejected you saying you aren't his type and he was unable to catch feelings for you.

Its has been 4 fucking years since you started to chase after Mikey.

I mean who wouldn't.

He is handsome.

He is popular.

He is almost perfect.

You love everything about Mikey.

As ussual and on common days like this you would cook him some food and head to their hideout to give it to him.

Mikey never understood how resilient and stubborn you are. He already said everything to make you give up. But, none of those things works.

You have a deep obsession with Mikey.

In your room, you have his pictures on your walls, tons of photos on your phone and you even treassure the
garbage he has thrown away.

You were fascinated in everything that's about him.

One day, you were planning to go to the hideout to gave them the cookies you bake last night. You put hardwork and effort making these cookies delicious and perfect.

"Mikey will be so happy" you mumble to yourself while holding the bag of cookies on your hand. Walking happily towards the place you would visit often.

You enter the door and saw Smiley and Angry arguing about randok stuff again and you scan your surroundings looking for Mikey.

You saw him sitting on the corner with someone. You went closer and saw a girl, she is pretty and she looks kind. She probably gives him butterfly by the way he looks at her. She makes him happy.

I could never make him laugh like that.

You stopped from taking one more step so he wont notice you, you turn around and wanting to leave when you bump into Draken.

You quickly apologize and bow down. Theb handed him the bag of treats you made last night.

"here Kenchin, please share this with everyone. Specially, Mikey." you fake smile and walk away.

I was fully aware that he doesn't like me.

I thought if i tried harder he would have a change of heart.

I thought if i dont give up he would see me and appreciate my existence.

But, seeing him with someone else breaks me.

They look so good together.

After 6 days of crying and locking yourself in your room. You pick up yourself and tryin to convince it to move on.

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